The Price of Forgetting

902 Words
Lagos was loud in a way that felt alive and merciless at the same time. Balogun Market stretched like a living organism, horns honking from Danfo buses stuck in endless gridlock, traders yelling themselves hoarse, the sharp burn of pepper in the air making eyes water. Diesel smoke clung to the back of the throat. Someone was frying akara close by, oil snapping in a blackened pan, the smell both tempting and heavy. Amara wove through it all, her head down, a folded slip of paper clenched tight in her fist. She had read it so often that the numbers were burned into her skull. ₦250,000. Outstanding balance. Her mother’s name printed below it made the paper heavier than stone. ₦250,000 for another surgery. ₦250,000 for a chance at more time. She had tried everything, two jobs that barely kept food on the table, begging her uncle who lived in Ibadan but only replied with Bible verses, even swallowing her pride enough to ask neighbors who pretended they didn’t hear. This was the last stop. The place her mind had whispered about, the place she had been terrified of coming to. The memory stalls. At first, they didn’t look like much, just wooden tables lined against the crush of market chaos. But above them, hanging in the evening haze, memories shimmered inside glass cubes. Like trapped fireflies. A boy’s laughter bounced inside one, bright and innocent, repeating on loop. In another, a woman’s voice sang a lullaby, soft enough to make Amara’s throat ache. A first kiss replayed endlessly inside another cube, lips brushing, eyes fluttering closed, the glow of dusk behind them. People stopped to watch, eyes wide, hands already reaching for their wallets. Men in pressed suits, women still in their church wrappers, young boys in fake designer sneakers, they all came. Because memories had become a kind of currency. A pleasure, a weapon, sometimes even a cure. Amara stood at the edge, heart hammering against her ribs. “First time?” The voice came smooth, almost kind. She turned to see him—the broker. He wasn’t what she had expected. Tall, dressed in a fitted black shirt that gleamed faintly under the market lights, he looked more like a musician than a hustler. A spiral tattoo wrapped around his wrist, black ink curling into itself. His smile was easy, but his eyes… his eyes were sharp. “Yes,” she whispered. His gaze scanned her face, pausing a beat too long. He had seen her kind before. Desperate. Tired. Willing. “What will it be?” he asked, tilting his head toward the shimmering cubes. “A nursery rhyme? A birthday song? Maybe something richer?” Amara gripped the paper in her hand until it crumpled. “Just one,” she managed. “Childhood.” The broker nodded, as though he had expected no less. From beneath the stall, he drew out the device, a crown of silver, thin wires dangling like veins. The kind of thing that looked out of place in a market that smelled of pepper and smoke. “Think of the one you can live without,” he said. But how? Her mind swirled through them—her mother’s laugh before the illness, her little brother’s gap-toothed grin when she sneaked him sweet bread, her father’s voice calling her name across the compound. Her chest tightened. Her father. The memory rose without permission: his rough hand steadying the back of a rusty bicycle, her skinny legs wobbling as she pedaled on a dusty street in Surulere. The orange glow of late sun. His voice was firm but gentle: Don’t stop, Amara. Keep pedaling. You’re stronger than you think. Her throat closed. She wanted to keep it. She wanted to keep him. But ₦250,000 stood in the way. The broker lowered the crown onto her head. “Breathe,” he said softly. “It will sting for just a moment.” A hum shot through her skull, sharp, metallic. Colors bled at the edges of her vision. The memory swelled—her father’s hand, his sweat, his laugh—and then— Flash. Heat tore through her chest. His face flickered once, then dissolved like smoke in harmattan wind. The bicycle, the wobble, the laughter—gone. She gasped, clutching the edge of the stall, emptiness carving her out from the inside. It was as though someone had scooped a spoon through her chest and taken something sweet. The broker smiled like this was normal. Like this was nothing. He pressed a chip into her hand. “Debt cleared.” Amara stumbled backward into the press of bodies. The market noise roared around her, too loud, too sharp. She pressed the chip into her chest like it was oxygen. Her bag hung at her side, worn and fraying. She reached into it with trembling fingers and pulled out the photograph. Her family—her father in the middle, hand resting on her shoulder, smiling. But now… the smile looked blurred. The lines of his face smudged, wrong. She knew he had taught her to ride a bicycle. Knew the street, the dust, the wobble of her skinny legs. But she couldn’t feel it. Couldn’t hear his laugh. Couldn’t smell the dust. Couldn’t remember the warmth of his hand. Her chest hollowed. She hadn’t just sold a memory. She had sold herself.
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