LILY'S POV
I flinched when I heard his sick voice again in my head. He was calling me his toy but still like yesterday I wasn't able to shove his voice away. It was like those words were locked inside the corners of my brain. I hate him, I hate Adrain more than anything else. He messed up my life and made me worthless even in my own heart. He crushed all the hope I'd ever had for my future and now only pain remains.
I wiped my tears away and turned the shower on to clear my mind. Wincing a little, I let the warm water soak over my skin thoroughly. I know my body will become clean after this bath but the fear that he'll taint my soul will never fade. I will never be that old Lily, never. Part of me already died and now it's like, my body was only awake while my soul was fading every secon
