Posted: 01/07/2014
When I first started down this road two months ago, blogging my life story, I didn’t think it would be like this – I never imagined how exhausting it would be to put it all out there, to document every small, shitty moment on the path to enlightenment. No, enlightenment’s the wrong word. Acceptance. That’s what they call it in AA, right? You accept the path you’ve walked and every door closed off or kicked down along the way. You admit you’re powerless to do anything to change what’s already been done. It’s like when you start pulling off a bandage but you’re going too slow and it’s plucking out the hairs from your arm one by one, but you can’t stop, you can’t put it back on again because it won’t stick the same – you’ve already broken the seal between the adhesive and
