I was staring at him and he looks the same as he appeared in my dreams. Is he really here or I'm still in my dream? But something is different compared to my previous dream. In my yesterday's dream, he was looking at me with so much affection but in today's dream, he is looking at me with so much hatred. Or it is something else? I can't specify it. What the hell? Why do all of the dreams seem so real and confusing? I want to know if it's reality or a dream and there is only one way to know Jane. Pinching always works. Yes, pinching yourself takes you out of your dreams. So I will do it. I was about to pinch myself but I stopped in my track. Why should I pinch myself? I don't deserve this. He is the one who always comes into my head to distract me. So he should be the one whom should I

