He said, “Colby…I…you…” Colby, with a flick of a glance at cameras and today’s skeleton crew and Jill, shook that head, barely perceptible. Right. They didn’t know. The world didn’t know. Colby Kent, always upbeat and positive and winsome, smiled at Jason for them all to see. Jason couldn’t move. Stuck right there on both feet, standing next to Colby, who lay propped up on elbows in a bed. He couldn’t. God, he couldn’t. What if he did something wrong? What if he pushed too far? What if his clumsiness crushed all that fragile determined courage? What if his hands were too big, or his weight was too much? Jillian came over. Hand on his shoulder. “Hey. We know you haven’t exactly done the s*x with a guy thing in a film before, it’s fine, it’s why we’re doing this scene first, right? Start

