Chapter 43 Silas It didn't matter, my heart still feels like it's gonna explode. Like an i***t, I stood there smiling in the middle of our closet for a few minutes before I decided to put the small notebook back. As I continued to snoop around, I saw a pen, a hand sanitizer bottle, a small hairbrush, and her 'going-out' lip balm. I know my wife has two different lip balms; one in our bedroom, one that she carries around, and now, apparently, one that she keeps in her bag. When I was satisfied with rummaging through her bag, I carefully put everything back as if nothing had happened and returned it neatly to the rack. Can't be too careful, or else my wife might get angry. I walked out of the walk-in closet with a furrowed brow. I headed to the bathroom and started snooping around here

