It felt like someone punched me in the gut, let me take a breath, then punched me again. The vampires seemed to want Sasha more and see a connection. A part of me wants to believe Johnny when he says nothing is going on with him and Sasha, but here we are. I keep telling myself it's almost over, but it's not. At the end of this week, there will still be two of us. I don't know how I can make it through another week, let alone two. I was so excited about our date this week now it seems unimportant with him staying the night with Sasha. "Lina, there you are," Shawna said. "Let's get out of here," I said. "I can't listen to any more of this bullshit," I gathering my composure as we walked out the door. "Let's go back to my place," Shawna said as we walked down the pathway. When we

