The Secret Behind His Fists

Chapter 7- New Beginnings

Seline's POV

As she stood there, looking at him through the open door, she wondered what must be going through his mind. Does he want her there? Should she leave? She looked closely in his eyes and saw the warmth and love that was there when she left over 3 months ago. She pondered what she should say it's sat in her mind over and over again, what does she do? What does she say after all this time? She knew she loved him, but she wondered, would he still want to hear the words, even though she can see the love in his eyes?

" Look Pax, I'm sorry, I took off like that, I just I didn't know how to handle who you are and what you did and I just I ran." He looked at me with these big eyes, and I thought he was gonna run me off, but instead, he envelops me in a tight hug, practically squeezing the life out of me. " I love you" he whispers in my ear as he holds onto me for dear life, afraid that I'm going to run again. " I love you too Paxton, I didn't know how to say it. I was afraid, but I'm not afraid anymore, I want to be with you, I want a future with you, I want a life with you, will you have that future in life with me? "

We stood there looking into each others eyes for what seems like ages. "Pax, will you say something please?" My thought were running wild as he still hadn't answered me. Sighing I turned to walk away, within seconds I was lifted off the ground and spun around. "Of course I want that life and future with you, how could I not?" I sat there staring at this man yet again, taking in every inch of his face. My hands started to roam over his body, his muscles making his shirt look really tight. My god what have I gotten myself into.

Later that night Seline was lying in bed with Pax passed out cold next to her. She slowly stood from the bed careful not to wake him as she walked over to the balcony doors. Sliding it open as quietly as she could she stepped out into the fresh night air. Lost in her thoughts she had not realized Pax had joined her. Slowly wrapping his arms around her waist she jumped slightly. "Oh my god, you scared the sh*t out of me." I said. "I'm sorry, I noticed you weren't in bed and came to see if everything is alright."

Taking a deep breath she looked at the man who stole her heart and more. "Pax there is something I haven't told you and I am not sure how you will react but please stay calm." He looked deep into her eyes fear spreading through out him on what it is she could possibly have to tell him. "Pax, one of the reasons I left is I there is something small that I didn't tell you." Placing his hand on my stomach i looked up at him to see the confusion in his eyes. "I'm pregnant Pax." is all I could say.

Sorry it's a very short chapter having writing block, also sorry for such a long disappearance, had a lot of bad real life stuff going on but i promise to try and get back into it... Please let me know what you guys think and if you think i should change anything. I want opinions good and bad but try to keep the bad once on the nicer side please..