BROOKLYN I am running fast into the automatic doors of the airport. When I ran off, I just had enough time to take off the wedding dress, veil, and put on a t-shirt and shorts before running out and get in the taxi. I had to pay extra because I had to rush the driver here. I kept saying how important it is and it is very important for me to go to him. I just hope I'm not too late. Please, I need him. I don't know what I would do if he already boarded the plane. I begin to walk, but at a fast pace once I get looks from the people around me. Memories of us come back to me. The time we talked at the dock. When we made love for the first time in a long time. How sweet he was to me. I love Spencer and I'm mad at myself for taking this long to realize it. Why do I have to be so stupid all

