BROOKLYN
It's been four days since Elijah attacked me. Since he shot Liam. He just got released from the hospital. I am staying with Tori now because I can't sleep in my own house.
I tried. I tried so hard, but whenever my eyes close I see nothing but Elijah and the darkness that surrounds him. There was so much darkness. It got so bad that I want to sell the house, move somewhere else. Maybe I need this fresh start.
The other recurring nightmare is reliving the time Liam got shot, but this time he didn't make it. He died in my arms. He was so cold to the touch so lifeless.
I tear up by just thinking about it.
The other thing that I have been thinking about is Spencer. Have I got him out of my system finally? I hope so, but every time he shows up in my mind everything points to no.
