Alex's POV
I knew that she was still staring at me but I ignored her and kept on eating. She makes me feel uneasy especially with the way I felt when she looks at me.
I'm really getting soft, why do I get the feels when she does that look with her eyes? Why do I get turned on when she looks at me?
She's just a mere giocattolo, Marcel's plaything, so why am I being horny around her? Why am I being do protective of her?
Why do I always feel the need to be perfect for her, to be someone I'm not , anything just to make her like me?
It was a really alien feeling and I hated it, hate the fact that I also treated her badly sometimes. I honestly hated that feeling.
Using my side eye to watch her, I realized that she was no longer there, no longer standing in front of me and I quickly glanc
