I felt a wave of embarrassment wash over me after the incident. Shit! Fvcking fvck!! That was so cheap of me. That was the nastiest thing I have ever done or thought about. It was a humiliating experience, and I couldn't bear to look at him when he emerged from the room. The mere thought of facing him made me cringe. I whacked him. I really wanted to Taste him. I wanted to be his hoe. I was ready to bed over and let him fvck me. Gosh! I was just a senseless s*x deprived b***h. After I had washed my hands and left the bathroom, I went out to see Alex in the sitting room of his apartment. He looked different, like he was refreshed and his expression seem better even when it was still emotionless. "Come to the kitchen" Alex said as he stood up. He didn't even look back to see if I

