Can I Have The Love I Never Had

Chapter 4 - The Family who never change

 "I'm home!" 

Ro Ann smiled and she enters the house cheerfully, but she didn't expect and forget the time.

This was the time where she fought with her mother about an art materials. Her mothers favors her Sister May more, even though Ro Ann is the youngest daughter her mother loves May more than her. 

In some reason Ro Ann didn't got the motherly love from Rose her mother when Ro Ann is born. Rose despises Ro Ann, when Ro Ann was a baby her mother give her to her auntie Annie and that is how there bond as a family tear. But when Ro Ann turns 16, Rose want Ro Ann back to her house and Ro Ann accepted the offer. Little did Ro Ann knows that would be the greatest and worst offer she accepted in her life.

Ro Ann is full of jealousy, anger, hatred, heartaches when it comes to her family. But she stays quite and accept everything. Even though it is May fault she always in the wrong side.

 "Ro Ann, I forgot to buy you the Art materials you want. Your sister May, needs the shoes next week." 

Ugh, I already forgot this scene. 

I just enter to my room because it is still toxic. 

 She didn't know that I will used it tomorrow for the competition and May will used it next week.

She was so disappointed when I placed 2nd and embarrass me in front of her co-teachers When I am in my death bed, I never hear her voice. 

I want my mother to be proud of me. But what did I do to make her angry. Why did she despises me! I should be angry because as a mother she should not have abandoned me when I was a baby.

Ro Ann crouch in her room door. And tears fall in her cheeks. Reminiscing all she have done just to please her mother but it is no good.

"I should sleep, I now everything will happen. And they don't really notice me because I am invisible to their eyes"

I am also full, one night not eating won't hurt me. 

Ro Ann Lay to her bed and close her eyes

"MOM! Where is Ro Ann?" Ro Ann suddenly straight up and seat properly.

someone opens Ro Ann door. And Ro Ann saw a guy

" Ro Ann, there you are! I got something for you. It is from your Godmother Auntie Cathrine" 

Yes, it is her brother Morie and it is May's Twin brother. May and Morie is a total opposite when it comes to hobbies, personality, likes and dislikes. One thing in common to the twins is they love money.

"what's this? An envelope? A letter?" It is a red envelope and has a sign that it is for Ro Ann

" I don't know, I got to go" Morie gives the envelope to Ro Ann and Ro Ann opens it when Morie is gone.

Ro Ann didn't expect that it is a money. 

It is a great help for her because she can buy art materials for the competition. 

Wait? from the past Morie didn't give this to me. But why?? Did he stole this? If I have fought my mother, he won't give this to me?

"RO ANN!! COME OUT!" Rose calling Ro ANN angrily