Can I Have The Love I Never Had

Prologue

If I will love someone would they love me back?

I waited so long, and only loyal to one person

Patiently

because ..

I always thought that love would come eventually. 

That I can feel love.

That someone will love me. 

But it didn't came. 

 Because I f****d up..

I loved the person who didn't love me back, and ignore people who care for me. 

I am such a piece of crap and I don't deserve everyone, even him

All I want is love and in return is this, a crappy life. I am repaying everything! I've change

I regret it now, and I know it is all my fault, I know it. 

but still..

If I have given a chance, and turn back time. 

Even if it is just a minute. I want to tell them I love them. That I cared for them. And even it is just a minute...

Can I have the Love I never had?

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My name is Ro Ann Francis, an Architecture student in XX University. I have no friends, living alone in this small apartment full of papers and art materials. 160 cm, 24 and still single. 

 -end of the prologue-