What do you mean I can't give you what you want? You know that's not true." she cried.
"Ellen I can't even touch you. You made it impossible for me to have s*x with you. What did you expect me to do?" he said.
"Excuse you? I don't get."
"You have refused to give me your body. I am a man. There's no way I can be without a woman. I need to be satisfied." he told her as he grabbed both of her arms.
"Are you saying that we can't be together if I don't allow you sleep with me?”
"It's up to you," he replied to her and went back to his couch and relaxing.
Ellen felt heartbroken seeing the condition in which her relationship was in now. A condition she never knew existed or was the case. She was totally at loss of what to do.
She remembered the second month of her relationship when he got to know she was still a virgin.
She could never forget how happy he was as he praised her for keeping herself all this while. He promised that he wouldn't attempt to rush her when she wasn't ready, and that he would love her wholeheartedly.
Over the time, he had made attempts to sleep with her but she always turned him down. It's not that that didn't love him, but she had made a decision to keep herself till marriage.
She had no idea that this determination would lead to her choosing between her body and the love of her life.
She wanted to stick to her decision so badly, but , she was crazy in love with Thomas. Thomas didn't know but she had also suffered trauma in form of s****l harassment, when she was young, that led to her decision.
Her heart hurt as she contemplated what to do.
"Thomas..." she said as she walked towards him and settled close to his legs.
"Ellen this is not a must.... I am not forcing you. You just have to choose between me and your body. Haven't you always claimed to love me? I want to see how far you can go for us." he said to her and concentrated on his laptop.
"Thomas, please. This is a very tough decision. II am not saying it isn't possible, we just haven't gotten so romantic with each other to want to go that far. We can discuss it later but you really don't have to go be with other women because of this” she attempted to plead.
“Thomas lease let's make this work. Just give me some more time, I promise I will find a way to pacify you" she begged but he didn't seem interested in listening.
She then stood up and walked to the refrigerator, intending to pour out a glass of juice for him. She did so and brought it to him.
She felt like it would be crazy to let another woman come between them. She felt so helpless, and didn't really know how to go pm from here.
If she wasn't going to give in to him, then she guessed she would have to let him cheat peacefully.
"I love you, Thomas. Let's not let these come between us. I will let you do all you want with me, just be patient please.
"If you don't give in to me Ellen, I will do anything I want to, I will f**k whoever I want, wherever I want to” Thomas replied harshly.
"Even in my presence?"
"There's nothing special about your presence," he replied.
Ellen stood up from where she squatted feeling defeated and she wiped away the tears that were falling from the corner of her eyes.
"I have to leave now.." she said to him and turned to go.
"I haven't eaten... Can you make me something to eat?" he asked.
"Yes sure," she said and without looking at him, she walked into the kitchen to prepare something.
A few minutes later, she walked out of the kitchen with a tray of food in her hands but couldn't find Thomas in the sitting room.
Surprised, she dropped the tray of food in her arms on the table.
He was supposed to be there on the couch. Or was he in the room to relax? She thought and dropped the food on the table and made her way into his room. She had opened the door without knocking and what she saw, made her mouth drop with jaws wide open, more than she had all day long.
“What is this?” she screamed. Her throat already parched and tired from today. Before her her was the sight of two adults in the room.
Thomas, her fiance had been f*****g with a woman right on the bed.
She tried to look at the woman's face, as they has both separated before her. She was surprised that it wasn't the same woman as the one on the phone. This one was different.
"How dare you Thomas?" she shouted again, causing them to jump up. They clearly had not expected anyone to enter the room.
The lady looked shocked but Thomas didn't care and instead of stopping, he dragged the lady down, lifted her leg, and entered her as he continued in the act.
Christ! Ellen exclaimed, as she held her heart and ran out of the room immediately.
She got into the sitting room, holding her stomach as she gasped for breath. Clearly pained but unable to express herself.
Her legs had gone weak, but she managed to get to one of the sofas and took her purse as she made her way out of Thomas's house.
She got to where her car was parked in the garage, entered the driver's seat, and closed the door at the same time.
Sia was done for the day and had been calling Ellen. She had to remind her of the meeting she had the next morning but no matter how much she called, Ellen didn't pick up. It got her worried because she knew the kind of person Ellen was.
Ellen always picked up her callls , even when she was driving.
Did something happen? She thought and decided to call Thomas since she had his number.
Her face went cold as she dialed his number on her phone. She called and called but he too never picked up.
“Where was Ellen?” She thought!