Desire Play

The Kiss

His face was slowly inching towards me and I can hear my own heartbeats. He is so close that his breath is caressing my cheeks and making my resolution weak. Suddenly his hand touched my cheeks and I closed my eyes to feel his skin against my skin. His thumb traces my trembling lower lip and crushes his lips into mine. I taste coffee and a passion. He is making love with my tongue, rolling it and caressing. I am drawn to his touch, his hands are running on my back and tangling in my hair. It feels he is restraining himself not to do anything else. But I want him to not restrain himself and take me. What? I am surprised with my own voice. After what feels like eternity we stopped and gasped for breath. We both were panting. I could not look at him. I was angry to see myself in this situation. What am I going to do now? I am a fake fiance. He cupped my cheeks and made me look in his eyes. The sea in his eyes where I was drowning, there were no ends but I want to be here forever. Forever is a very long time darling I reminded myself. This is wrong, I wanted to voice, Cat got my tongue. "I want to say I am sorry but I am not. I wanted to taste you the day I saw you. I could not see you with anyone else, it irks me. But I never wanted to force you to marry me. I am not taking advantage of the situation. Charlie asked me to take care of you in his last breath. But I wanted to make you mine before that. I wanted to take it slow. Seeing you and Oliver was the last straw for me. I want you to know my feelings, you can reject me, accept me or take your time. " I was blinking and absorbing the information. My body wants much more than just a kiss. But my mind has gotten off from the high and sanity is demanding some distance to have a clear head. We are interrupted by my phone's ringing. He drops his hands from my side and I take my phone. I am aware that his eyes are still on me. "Tia, i will call you later. " I didn't wait to answer and cut the call. I have bigger queries occupying my mind. He wanted to make me his. I am not anyone's property. I am my own. "Eve…" he gently took my hands in his hands " Don't Overthink. Let the time take it's course." He gently rubbed his thumb on my hand making circles. I pushed him a little and earned a groan from Andrew. "This" I declared by waving hands between us " This will create a big trouble with merger. I do not want to jeopardize anything. I will not be able to see if something goes wrong with the company. " I thought being honest and vocal about my situation might give some intellect to him also. He sighed and closed the distance between us again. " Eve, baby I am in debt to Charlie. I am repaying my debts to him and you do not have to worry about it. Martha wanted us to get married but I wanted you not the paper commitment. Does it sound bad to you?? "

Umm.. This makes sense I was ready to marry him, but he proposed this dating and fiance to make it easy for us. "I am sure you loved the first kiss earlier and this one too. " With this his mouth descends on mine making me moan and wither under his hands. It's like he is having s*x with my tongue. He kissed my jawline and then nibbled on my neck. He bit my earlobe and my eyes widened. " I love your moans, keep them coming. " He was enjoying me being a moaning mess. I glared at him and he started laughing. He started giving me wet kisses from ear to neck and collarbone. I was feeling naked even though fully dressed. His hands caressing my back identifying the curves and making me weak. He groaned in my ear " I loved today's coffee. But tomorrow we will have dessert. " He moved away from me, gave me a thorough look from head to toe and started moving towards the door. He paused at the door " Fiance I would love if you visit tomorrow in my office. There are so many things to discuss. I would have asked you to move in with me but I know Catherine needs you here more. But that will not stop me visiting here." He winked and left the room. I was panting and trying to grasp and make sense what just happened. I fell on bed, but then quickly ran to the balcony to check if it is possible for someone to come up from here. I securely lock the door of the balcony, feeling disappointed. Why was I feeling disappointed? Is it because he knew so much about me and I do not know anything or is it because I didn't like him leaving. I changed to PJs and plopped to bed once more. I texted Tia “Are you up?” Next moment her name appeared on my phone. “I was waiting for your call. Tell me everything in full details.” What does she mean by waiting.”Why were you waiting?” I questioned. “Oh! Shut Up. One look at you guys and anyone could tell what will happen next.” My eyes widened. Was it that obvious? “What do you mean by that? Tia do not confuse me more. I cannot tell you the secrets I have uncovered today.” She snorted “Hell yeah.” Without wasting anymore time I told her everything about being grounded, him coming through the balcony, dad’s promise. “So he is smitten by you from day one..hmm.. This is why he gave you an option to date instead of marrying you. Honey, he is a keeper. He likes you more than he is showing you. You know this right?” I nodded. I am realizing he has power over me, not just physically but his mere presence eases my anxiety. “Tia, I am scared.” I am on the verge of tears. I am anxious about his sudden proximity, his touches, his declaration and the merger. If anything plays bad either I am wasted or my company. “Hey.. it is okay to feel scared. But you have me. I have done my research on him.” She started narrating the whole story about him going to Princeton, much before us. How he is managing his father’s estate and company after him. She did confirm that Dad has helped him establish in the market. Then she told me about his past affairs, only a few who accompanied him to the charity events. Only one model who accompanied him more than twice and have been seen in quite cozy clicks. There are rumours that they were dating but Andrew didnt tell me anything. My past records are clean like slate. I never even had a boyfriend, dad was so strict. Ughh.. I feel so bad for myself, I wanted to travel the world, try new cuisines, have a line of lovers and here I am always inadequate and insufficient. I was nodding the whole time and berating myself. If I had more experience in these matters, his advances would not have affected me like this, like I am a leaf plucked from a tree and flying in the storm. Whatever. “How was the kiss?”