Fill the Silence
961 Words
“Amara, baby, do you want to help me stir the batter?” Lillian called, her voice high and sweet, like she was trying too hard to smile.
The little girl peeked over the edge of the marble kitchen counter, eyes wide. She nodded shyly, her small hands barely able to hold the wooden spoon.
“You don’t have to spoil her,” Richard said from behind his newspaper.
“I’m not spoiling her,” Lillian replied, too quickly. “She’s five, Richard. She just lost her family.”
He didn’t look up. “So did we.”
Lillian’s hand faltered.
Silence.
In the Whitmore household, silence had become a second child. A ghost that tiptoed through rooms Celeste once filled with laughter. The hallway still smelled like her favorite vanilla perfume. Her bedroom door remained closed, untouched.
Amara stirred the bowl, looking up at Lillian every few seconds, checking if she was doing it right. Her small frame was lost in the oversized Whitmore hoodie Lillian had found for her that morning.
“Can we bake heart shapes?” Amara asked.
Lillian smiled. “Of course, sweetheart.”
Richard sighed, flipping a page.
At first, Richard tolerated the idea of Amara. She was quiet. Polite. She didn’t ask for much. But slowly, unease grew. Lillian was beginning to hum again in the mornings. She cooked pancakes shaped like stars. She brushed Amara’s hair and whispered goodnight stories.
Stories that used to belong to Celeste.
One morning, Richard found Lillian sitting on the edge of Celeste’s bed, holding Amara on her lap, showing her a pink music box.
“This was Celeste’s,” she whispered to the little girl, tears in her eyes. “She would’ve wanted you to have it.”
Richard stood at the door. His jaw tightened. “Don’t give away her things.”
“She’s gone, Richard.”
“She’s missing,” he snapped.
Amara flinched in Lillian’s arms.
Richard didn’t apologize.
###
The first time Zane saw Amara, he didn’t say anything. He just stood by the staircase, clutching a small red race car in his hand.
“Celeste?” he called, voice hopeful.
Lillian’s heart shattered.
“She’s not here, darling,” she said softly, kneeling beside him.
Zane’s eyebrows scrunched. “But... we were supposed to play. I brought her car. I told her i would bring it.”
Lillian pulled him into a hug, but he didn’t hug back.
He looked over her shoulder and saw Amara peeking from behind the sofa.
“Who’s that?” Zane asked, pointing.
“That’s Amara. She’s staying with us.”
Zane squinted. “She’s small.”
Lillian chuckled weakly. “She’s five, just like you.”
He stared at Amara a little longer. “Can she play?”
Amara smiled, and Lillian held her breath.
They played in the backyard under the dying summer sun, running after bubbles and digging holes in the flowerbeds. Amara giggled for the first time in weeks. Zane, unaware of the emotional weight he carried, made her laugh by wearing a bucket as a hat.
Richard watched them from the window, arms crossed.
“They’re just kids,” Lillian said quietly behind him.
“She’s not Celeste.” he replied
“She’s not trying to be.”
"I'm not blind,this kid has taken away your focus,What kind of mother are you.”
Lillian walked away.
###
Weeks passed, and Amara began calling Lillian “Mama.” It slipped one day during bedtime. Lillian blinked. Then smiled.
But Richard didn’t smile anymore.
He started spending more time in his home office. Sometimes he forgot Amara was even there. Other times, he seemed to remember only to look away.
One evening, Amara drew a picture. Stick figures of her, Lillian, and Richard. She gave him a copy.
He looked at it. “Where’s Celeste?”
Amara frowned. “I dunno how she looks.”
He didn’t take the paper.
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Zane began coming over more often. At first, Lillian thought it was to look for Celeste. But eventually, he started asking if Amara could come play outside.
They built sand castles in the garden and gave each other silly nicknames. Zane called Amara “Pickle” because she once tried to eat one thinking it was candy. She called him “Zebra” because he wore striped socks.
One day, Zane walked into Amara's room, thinking it was a bathroom.
He looked around.
Toys untouched. Bed still made. Posters of ballerinas on the wall.
“Is this her room?”
Lillian froze at the door. “Yes.”
Zane wandered in. “Celeste didn’t let me touch her dolls. Said they were princess dolls.”
He picked one up.
Then he looked at Amara who was standing at the doorway.
“Do you like dolls too?”
Amara nodded.
“Wanna play princesses?”
Lillian smiled ,a real one this time.
###
While the Whitmores filled their home with half-healed laughter, somewhere far from New York, a woman picking vegetables by the roadside heard soft crying.
She followed the sound behind a bush.
A little girl, dusty and barefoot, sat clutching a torn stuffed bunny.
“Sweetheart?” the woman whispered.
The child looked up, eyes empty. Her hair was tangled, her dress torn. There was a faint scar above her left brow.
“Where’s your mummy?” the woman asked.
“I… I don’t know.”
The woman picked her up gently and walked back toward the farmhouse.
Inside, her husband looked up. “Who’s that?”
“She doesn’t remember her name,” the woman said. “But… I think she’s been missing a long time.”
Outside, the girl clutched the bunny tighter.
Its tag read ''Property of Celeste Whitmore.''
- Writer
