I sat back down opposite Nick, and feeling like there was some sort of truce between us for the moment, I said, “where is your brother and Sarah? Do you know their plans? We could help.”
“No, I don’t want your people coming blaring in and scaring them off and taking me down too.”
“I meant the pack, or just me and my mates’.”
“I’m a lone wolf, I don’t want the pack’s help.”
“You need some sort of help, your brother is scary and dangerous, he almost killed you.”
He looked up and met my eyes and was quiet before he finally sighed and said, “I like working alone.”
“Please let us help, Nick, I really don’t want to feel your pain or you dying again.”
He gave another sigh, looking down at the table he muttered reluctantly, “fine, just you and one of your mates’.”
“Ok, which one?”
He thought about it and then said, “I f.ucking hate Jax the most, can’t stand him, but he will probably be the best to have fighting at our side, we are going to need a f.ucking psychotic killer to take down my brother.”
“Aren’t you the psychotic killer?”
“No, your mate is the f.ucking psycho, he kills because he enjoys it, I kill for a purpose, I get zero pleasure from killing.”
One minute I was sitting there and the next I came over with that familiar hot flush, nope, not now, please not now. My body wasn’t listening, I felt all tingly down below, frustration started building up like I’d been teased for days and then left unfinished, it almost hurt.
Nick caught my scent and looked at me. “Are you going in to heat again?”
“No thanks to you, it will keep happening until we complete the bond.”
He rose an eyebrow and said, “you mean this bond wants us to f***k?”
I nodded, and he laughed, “poor baby, I guess you’re going to have to get used to it, or maybe you’d like to rub your p*****. on me again?”
“Shut up!” It was so uncomfortable, my hands fisted, and I don’t know when but I had started to somewhat try to find some friction on the chair I was sitting in.
Nick watched me with an amused expression on his face, and I asked, “how do you not let it affect you? Can you teach me?”
“It does affect me, I don’t feel the crazy horniness you’re clearly feeling, but when I catch your scent it drives me wild, you smell so f.ucking good it makes me want to pin you down and mate with you.”
“How are you staying so calm?”
He shrugged, “I’m a sociopath, it’s easier for me to block the feelings out, my c***k is painfully hard right now, but it will calm down as long as I’m not near you.”
I forced myself to get up and go get one of my mates’. Romulus wasn’t here, so I went into the office and found Jax and Fenris. They both smelt me and Jax breathed, “f***k me, you smell so good.”
“I need some sort of relief,” I cried out, grabbing his top.
“Darling, I want to help, but I don’t want to leave that fucker alone out there.”
Fenris stood up and said, “go watch him, I’ll help her.”
“How about I help her, and you go out there.”
“Jax!” Fenris snapped.
“f***k you! Fine, but she’s all mine later.” He walked out, slamming the door, making Fenris shake his head, and I laughed softly.
“Come here,” Fenris said.
I went over to him, and he sat me on his desk. He pressed his nose to my neck, sniffing me and groaned, “you smell so f.ucking good. You want me to f***k your p*****., baby?”
I loved when Fenris talked dirty and I nodded desperately. I watched him undo his belt and jeans and pull them down, revealing him already big and hard for me.
The heat had me already soaking wet, so he skipped the teasing and foreplay and pushed himself inside of me. “Mmm, that feels so good,” I moaned, tilting my head back.
“Lay back babe,” he gently made me lay flat on my back and pulled me to the edge of the desk. Leaning his hands on either side of my head, he started to f***k me hard and fast. I moaned and groaned and cried out for him, usually I tried to be quiet in a place full of werewolves with super good hearing, but I couldn’t right now while I was in the grip of my heat.
“Is it helping, baby?” He asked breathless.
I nodded, and he f.ucked me harder until I was coming for him. “Fenris!” I cried out.
He kept f.ucking me and I came two more times, then he got me up and bent me over. I spread my a.ss cheeks for him and he asked, “oh, you want me to f***k your arse?”
“Yes,” I panted.
He entered me and f.ucked my a.ss until I came again and I felt him come inside of me. He pulled out and I turned around. I liked watching him pull his jeans back up, zipping himself back up and doing his belt up, knowing he’d just being doing some very naughty things to me.
“Are you ok now?” He asked.
I nodded, “yes, it’s gone for now, thank you.”
He came over and leaning his hands on either side of me on the desk, he leaned down and pressed his lips to mine.
“I love you,” I whispered against his lips.
“I love you too, babe.”
He pulled back from me and helped me to my feet. “Now go and keep an eye on Jax and this Nick guy before they kill each other.” I laughed and hugged him before making my way back outside.
I found Nick and Jax bickering over something stupid, and they both looked up at me when I came in to the kitchen. “Feel better?” Jax grinned.
I nodded, blushing and Nick smirked, “for now maybe, but it’s my c***k her p*****. really needs.”
Jax punched him in the face without warning and snarled, “you’re not ever getting her p.ussy.”
“It’s fine, Jax, he doesn’t want it, he’s just winding you up.”
Nick spat blood on the floor and laughed sneeringly at Jax.
“You should treat an alpha with more respect,” I snapped at Nick.
“I’m as dominant as an alpha I just don’t want to be one or in one’s pack, I have no alpha, and so I don’t give a s.hit about your pack rules.”
The kids came running down the stairs, Elena was holding Anita’s hand, and they all stopped and stared at Nick and his bloody lip.
It was shockingly Anita who moved towards him and touched his lip. “Hurt,” she said.
I went to grab her, but he smiled warmly at her and in a light friendly tone said, “I’m not hurt babe, it’s just a silly little cut because I was being silly and tripped over.”
She looked at him wide-eyed and he grinned at her, “I’m fine, honest.”
Elena went over and hugged him. “Mommy always says hugs make things better.”
He smiled and said, “Thank you, it did make me feel better.”
“Alright, come here you lot,” Jax pulled them away from Nick and I saw a flash of pain in Nicks eyes before he hid it.
I sat down and asked quietly, “do you have any kids?”
“No,” he replied coldly.
“Hmm, well, you’re really good with them.”
I got up after that, clearly he wasn’t ready to open up. Honestly, not much else interesting happened.
I think some of the females flirted with Nick, but otherwise the day was normal and uneventful, he behaved himself.
I think the most shocking thing of the day was seeing him play with the dolls in the play room we had, Elena was making him play some game with her, and he was playing along and talking to her in a way that I just knew he had to be a father himself.
My wolf side seemed calmer while Nick was close by, I didn’t feel the bond taking on a wolf form and moving inside of me, but when we went to sleep that night I woke up and found myself in Nicks room that he was borrowing.
I was stood at the foot of his bed like some damn stalker ghost creep.
I must have slept walked in and the small gasp I made stirred him from his sleep. He sleepily looked over at me and groaned, “Rose? What are you doing in here?”
“I don’t know, I’m so sorry.” I went to tip toe back out, but he sat up and said, “is it the bond?”
“I think so, I think I slept walked in here, I’ve never walked in my sleep before.”
He got out of bed and came over to me. I froze when he put his nose to my neck and smelt me. He’d never shown a hint of interest before. “Mm, you smell good,” he whispered.
He pulled down one of the straps to my top and slid his hand to my waist. “You should leave, Rose.” He stepped back, watching me and I took my own step back but tripped and fell on my a.ss.
A saw a light smile touch his lips and with a small shake of his head he turned and got back in to his bed.
Blushing I got up and rushed back out in to mine. My mates’ were still sleeping, how had I stealthily climbed over them while sleeping!
I climbed back in and grabbing Romulus’ arm I wrapped it around my waist, maybe he could restrain me from getting up again.
The next day I clung to my mates,’ it scared me that the bond had this much control over me. I literally held Romulus’ hand as we got out of bed and went downstairs. “Are you ok, love?”
“Yes, I’m good. I just love you guys so much.” I stood on tip toes and kissed his soft lips, tasting the familiar hint of vanilla and honeysuckle that was his scent. He was such a beautiful man, all my mates’ were. He looked me over with those stunning dark blue golden flecked eyes and asked, “are you sure?”
“Yes, I promise.”
Jax came down behind us and shoved us both. “Move, I’m f.ucking starving.”
I shoved him back and Romulus left us to it.
“D.ick!” I said.
“Sure, you can have my d.ick darling, just let me eat first.” My jaw dropped and laughing he winked, kissed my cheek and slapped my a.ss and ran down the stairs.
Jax dropped the kids off to school and I called Matilda and asked for some time off work for me and Jax, I didn’t tell her about Nick being here, but I mentioned the symptoms were getting worse, and I needed my mates’ near me right now.
She was surprisingly understanding and said I could have as much time as I needed.
When Nick came down, he wasn’t limping or stiff anymore and seemed healthy. He grabbed a bowl and filled it with cereal and sat down.
His blonde hair was messy and tousled from sleep, it looked so sexy I found myself biting my lip and staring dreamily at him.
I wondered how it would feel to run my tongue along the thick scar running down his neck. His piercing green, golden flecked eyes met mine and broke the spell of my daydreaming.
“You keep biting your lip like that I’m going to think you want to f***k me, do you want to f***k me Rose?”
“No!” My cheeks grew hot and he smirked, “let me rephrase, would you like me to f***k you?”
“Nick, stop it, this isn’t even me, it’s just the bond. Let’s focus on finding your brother.”
His eyes gleamed at the mention of finding his brother, I could tell he wanted to hunt him, to kill him.