Chapter 4
(Twelve Hours Before the Arrest)
I drove away from the café, my hands gripping the steering wheel so hard my knuckles went white.
Morris was with her. The woman who had my face.
This wasn't my imagination. I wasn't paranoid. I'd seen them, I saw his hand on her waist, the way he'd kissed her temple like he used to kiss mine.
The black convertible was three cars ahead. I followed, as my heart thudded in my chest.
There's an explanation. There has to be an explanation.
But what explanation would make sense? What reason justified my husband walking hand-in-hand with my lookalike?
They turned onto Ashland Street.
I hung back, parking two blocks away and watched as they approached a brownstone I'd never seen before. The woman pulled out keys and unlocked the door with the ease of ownership.
They disappeared inside and I waited. Fifteen minutes passed, then thirty. Until an hour passed.
Just then, my phone buzzed. I saw a notification for a text from Morris
Working late tonight. Don't wait up. Love you.
"Love you." I scoffed as I stared at those two words until they lost all meaning.
He was inside that house with her right now. While texting me that he loved me.
Fuck it.
I crossed the street, and tried the front door. Locked. I circled to the back alley, my heels clicking too loud on the pavement.
A window on the first floor was slightly ajar.
I'd never broken into anywhere in my life. I was Ethel Calloway—society wife, charity gala attendee, woman who followed rules but I'd also never seen my husband with another woman who had my face.
I pushed the window open and climbed through.
I was met with pin drop silence.
They must have left through another exit while I was parking. I moved through the rooms on shaking legs, my breath coming too fast.
I walked into the kitchen first. It was the same granite countertops as my house. Same copper pots hanging from the rack Morris had installed last spring. Same coffee maker I'd special-ordered from Italy.
Not similar. Identical.
My stomach twisted.
The living room was worse. Everything was exactly the same.
This wasn't just a copy. This was a replica. Someone had recreated my entire life, down to the last detail.
But why?
I found the bathroom. Same thing, even down to the same brand of hand soap.
Then I climbed the stairs and the bedroom door was open.
I stepped inside and my legs nearly gave out.
There were photos of Morris and a woman in different poses. I wasn't in that picture.
It was her. The woman from the café. My face on her body, living my life in perfect detail.
I moved closer, picked up a frame with trembling hands. The image showed her and Morris at our favorite restaurant. She wore the dress I'd worn to that dinner. Sat in the same chair. Smiled the same way.
The frame slipped from my fingers and shattered but I barely heard it.
My eyes had found something else—a folder, partially hidden behind shoeboxes on the top shelf.
I pulled it down.
Inside were photographs. Dozens of them of women who looked like me. Not exact matches, but close—similar hair color, similar build, similar facial structure.
Most had red X's marked through their faces.
Handwritten notes filled the margins:
#1 - Too short. Wrong eye color.
#3 - Close match but wrong temperament. Too independent.
#7 - Laugh is wrong. Speech patterns don't match.
#12 - Promising. Moving to phase 2.
My vision blurred. I flipped through page after page, each one more horrifying than the last.
Then I saw her. My sister.
Red X through her face with notes in the margin that read ohase 2 complete. Eliminated 3/15. Extracting maximum value before transition.
Eliminated.
My hands shook so badly I almost dropped the folder.
I kept flipping. More women. More red X's. More clinical notes about "extraction" and "transitions" and "phase completions."
Then I reached the last page.
Right there was a picture of the woman from the café. No red X. Instead, a green circle around her face.
Perfect match. All metrics aligned. Ready for implementation. Timeline: February.
Beneath the photos, I found printed emails that I read with numb fingers.
My brain refused to process the words and accept what they meant.
Morris wasn't just having an affair, he was trying to replace me.
How long had he been planning this? Since our wedding? Since we met? Had he ever loved me, or had I always been just another name in a folder? Just another woman to be studied, replicated, and eliminated?
My chest constricted and I found it difficult to breathe as the room spun.
I forced air into my lungs and grabbed my phone to take a picture of everything—the folder, the photos, the emails, the notes. I needed evidence.
Then I carefully replaced everything exactly as I'd found it, then climbed back out the window walked to my car on legs that didn't feel like my own.
I sat in the driver's seat for ten minutes, staring at nothing before I drove home.
My house—our house—looked different now. I didn't think I would survive another second in this lie.
I went to the bedroom and started packing clothes, documents, my grandmother's jewelry. Everything that was mine, that had been mine before Morris.
I was shoving a sweater into my suitcase when I heard it.
A knock at the door that made my heart stopped.
Was that Morris? Had he found out. Did he know I'd been to the brownstone?
The knock came again louder this time.
"Mrs. Calloway? This is the police. Please open the door."
Police?
I stood frozen, my mind racing. Had someone seen me break in? Had Morris called them?
"Mrs. Calloway, we know you're home. Please open the door. We need to speak with you about your husband."