CHAPTER 4 After my wasted morning, I drove back to Hollywood, stopping at my favorite drive-through coffee shop on the way. It always gave me a lift to go there and the coffee was excellent, too. Most importantly, I didn't have to get out of the car. "Mornin' sweetheart, how ya doing?" Joey, a transplanted New Yorker in his late twenties, was so cheerful you'd think he had the best job in the world--or at least he thought he did. Although I knew he called all the girls 'sweetheart' (and all the guys 'buddy'), hearing it still made me feel special. "Doing great, thanks. I'll have the usual--but can you make it a double? I need the caffeine." As I waited, the whoosh of milk being steamed and the aroma of fresh-brewed espresso were a symphony for my senses. I inhaled deeply, closing my e

