For the love of speed.

Chapter 7: Killian

Grayson was going inside to get the kids in bed because Momma Tot or Grandma Tot to the kids let them stay up. I already spotted her when I walked up, but was too busy to go up to her, saying my hellos to everyone. Then I heard it, like nails on a chalkboard board Megan Smith " Oh my goodness, is that not Killian McWright, as I live and breathe!" I cringe as I turn to her, and she comes bounding up to me and plants a kiss on my lips. Saveen saw it all and quickly looked away. I push her back and wipe my mouth. "What the f**k, Megan!?" She looks at him, shocked. " Oh, come on, you know you missed it. Missed us." At this point, I’m pissed. You sleep with a girl one time in high school, and it haunts you. Megan has always been the popular cheerleader who chased after me. I never gave her the time of day when all the guys were begging just for one night with here. However, the one drunk night, after I got into a fight with my pops, I slipped up and slept with her, and it's like I proposed to the girl. Of course, she raved about it to all her friends, and took that chance to start picking on Saveen because she was always hanging around us. Guess she saw her as a threat and for good f*****g reason too, because I never wanted Megan, and she knew it.

However, Clara just so happened to be walking by and started barking at her, " Ooooo I knew a smelt a dirty b***h here on the prowl. Oh, why, Megan, I didn't realize you were invited. HONEY, CALL ANIMAL CONTROL! There is a farl b***h here, and I don't want it leaving any fleas." She glared at Megan, who was red with anger. I saw Saveen out of the corner of my eye laugh hard, but she saw the way Megan was looking at Clara look at her, and got tense. It happened so quickly, Megan was in Clara's face, but before anything could be said or done, Saveen was on her. She snatched a handful of Megan's hair and put her in a headlock, and swept her leg. Megan was on her face, still in a headlock in seconds. In the most sinister voice, Saveen growled in Megan's ear, " I don't f*****g think so, you dumb b***h. Clara is 7 months pregnant, and you think for one second imma let you hurt her or my God Baby. I'll f*****g kill you, dispose of your body, and help them f*****g look for you!" Megan's face is turning purple because she couldn’t breathe. Dexter yells to get Saveen off her, and I reach down and grab this woman who just shocked the hell out of me. After a bit of a struggle, Megan is breathing and, in a hoarse voice, "Someone keep that psycho fat ass away from me, you could have killed me!" I felt her tense again. A tall black black-haired woman with tattoos all over her body, and in full leather, she was starting the races earlier at the line. Walks up to Megan and bends down. " No, baby, she didn't almost kill you, but I sure the f**k am. You come to Graysons house and disrespect my sister and put my baby niece in danger, and then insult everyone with your presence. Get the f**k out of here before me and my boys get you out of here." Megan's face paled, and Saveen, still in my arms, relaxed. God, she fits perfectly in my arms, she smells like honey, lavender, and motor oil, and honestly, it's making me hard. Megan scrambles off, and Clara hugs the woman, " Sabina, you are the scariest big sister out there, thank you." Asher comes over and kisses her on the lips and nods his head in approval. Sabina just grins and he turns to look at Saveen still in my arms, not releasing she still here in my arms, and just hanging around. " Tiny demon, you okay there? I don't think I've ever seen you that mad before." Saveen just laughs, "Yea, well I've kind of had a shitty day because.....If you do not put me down this instance, I'm going to break your f*****g nose!" Dex was laughing so hard that I couldn't help but laugh too. " Oh, what now, you don't want to be in my arms, pretty girl?" as I whisper in her ear, I feel her shudder. For a split second, I feel that she wants to relax, but just as fast, she tenses up and headed butted me. She actually headbutted me, I dropped her and she lands on her feet and spins on me, pointing her finger in my chest, " Don't you ever touch me again, don't look at me, don't talk to me, actually Sabina you want to kill someone kill this piece of shit." and walks off.

I can't help but chuckle as Dex walks up to me, " You okay, bro?" as I’m wiping blood from my nose. "Yeah, I’m good. She has only gotten meaner, hasn't she?" I looked at him, "Since you left her, yeah, she did, and kind of had to. The day you left, her parents abandoned her, too, dude. She was broken, and you were all she had left. The next day, you were gone." I stopped and was confused. "I am sorry, do what?" Dex looked at me, and before he could carry on, Sebastian. screams and the grill goes up in flames. At this point in time, we are all laughing and trying to save what little food is not charcoal now. "Who put Sebby in charge of cooking? We all know, a deranged squirrel can't cook." Asher says, laughing, We get the meat off, and it's not too bad. Sebastian is now pouting when Sabina walks up to him. She is about the scariest woman I’ve ever met in my life, but goodness gracious, she is hot. She looks like Clara, just older and has more of a build to her. "Oh, sweetheart, it’s okay, don’t worry about it too much, I’m sure it will all still be edible. A little charcoal never hurt no one," as she gives him a quick rub on his back. I look over at Dex and Asher with a puzzled look. " Asher, though she was your girlfriend?" At this point, he was punching the bridge of his nose, and I was snickering. " She is, but for some damn reason, she has a soft spot for his stupid ass, and I don't know why. Honestly, I think it's cause she likes to take in strays." That pulled her out of whatever she was doing with Sebastian, and she gave Asher a dirty look. " He is not a stray, he is your brother, the only stray I ever took in was your mean ass, and honestly. I wonder if I should be taking you to the pound to be put down!" Everyone is now howling with laughter, to which I see Saveen come back from where she stormed off to with two beers in her hands and a bottle of whiskey.

She hands over the whiskey to Sabina and a beer to Dex. They both nodded their thanks to her. "Listen, after this beer, I’m out of here. I cannot handle anything else today, Dexter, and honestly, I don't feel right." I think back to what Dex told me just a few moments ago, and I wanted to know more. Sebastian, now fully recovered, walks over to Saveen and plucks the beer out of her hands." Then, V, you don't need this. Go grab yourself some food before you go home, and call us if you need us. Momma also said that Sunday dinner is a noon, she wants to go play bingo with the girls." Saveen complains about her beer and pouts a little when Grayson appears with a dog bag. "I kind of figured you weren't going to stay, after Clara told me what happened. Go home and get some rest. We will see you tomorrow." I can't help but feel jealous that she is surrounded by the McDermotts; they have taken her in as if she were a baby sister to them. Yes, she is a year younger than us, but she acts so much older than her age and has always been that way. She has always been close to them, but now it just seems like she is their little sister. She grabs the bag and says her goodbyes, but ignores me the whole time. I take this moment to slip out the gate and go wait by her car.

The words they abandoned her were just replaying in my head. How could they, I mean I knew they hated her, but she was only 17. She was looking over her shoulder when I heard someone holler after her, "Saveen, you leaving?" Of course, Conner is following after her. She stops and faces him. " Yeah, today was a lot," she sighs, "a lot, I just want to go home, take a shower, and watch a movie," she says, looking up at Conner. "Yeah, you kind of seem out of it, I mean, do you want company while you watch the movie?" he says, looking into her eyes. before she can reply, I step up. "Conner, if she wanted company, I'm sure she would be staying at the party, but she is not, so how about you just go back in and eat a hot dog and drink your beer," I say, walking out of the shadow of where her car was parked. She takes a step away from Conner and looks down at her feet. Good girl, you know I don't like you around any other guys except the Boys. Conner looks over at her to see how she is reacting. " No offense, Killian, but you don’t answer for her. Last I checked, this isn’t high school anymore; she can make her own decisions ." Oh, wow, little Conner, all grown up, thinks he can stand up to me. I chuckle, a devilish smile crosses my face, to which Saveen's head snaps up. "Killian Eli McWright, don’t you f*****g dare. He is right, I'm a grown ass woman and I DO speak for myself. Not you, not anyone but myself." I see the fire in her eyes as she walks towards me, her hands in a tight fist. " 4 years you have been gone, 4 years I've been living my own life, building it up. You do not get a say in s**t, I do." She is now looking up at me with all the fire in her eyes, hurt, and so much more. " Little mustang, I think you forgot one important thing I told you long ago. I just think you fully understood it at the time. You will always be mine, and I always have a say when it comes to you." I look down with a smile on my face.

I lean down to her level and whisper right in her ear, " Now go home, or I’ll make you go home." She gasped and pulled back. She looks at me, huffing, and now has a crazy look in her eye. Just when I think she is going to lash out at me, she takes me fully by surprise. She takes a step back and walks over to Conner. " You know what, Conner, I do want company, because maybe then you can make my night a little better." She gives Conner a 1000-watt smile that makes me see red. Conner sees the look on my face and grins. "Saveen, as much as I have been wanting to do that. No, you are only saying that to get back at Killian, and I am not about that. When you want to hang out, give me a call." He says, walking away. I see her pout and walk over to her car, and she is pulling out her keys. I am right behind her, mad as hell. I grab her arm, spin her around, and pin her between me and her car. "So, Saveen, you like to play games, now." I say, looking down at her, and she is looking up at me, searching, eyes bouncing back and forth. I cup her face and jaw in my hand and lean down. " Saveen, remember who you are dealing with, yes, a lot has changed in 4 years, but I still don't share well and sure the hell don't play well anymore," I say, leaning in to the curve of her neck and taking a deep inhale of her scent. I move up from the curve of her neck, closer to her lips, and hover just above them. I hear her gasp and shove me away, and she slides into her car. "f**k you, Killian McWright f**k you!" she yells and speeds off. Soon, Saveen, yes, very soon, because I can never live without you again.