I thought about it too, how exactly did he survive, because a mate never survives without his mate for a long period, it tortures them, resulting in their death. "I don't know, Damon. I don't know how to answer that,' I admitted, I'm just so confused as well, about the whole thing and there was only one certain thought running through my head. I want him back. I'm not the same Raven I once were, anymore, the scaredy cat and coward Raven, I was a different person now, I want him back into my life, it is not going to be easy for me, but I've got to try and I know he f*****g hates me already and wouldn't want to have absolutely anything to do with me, still, I want him back into my life. When he shouted that I should stay away from him, I felt horrible at his words, my throat got tight and

