It felt like my whole senses started to feel alert due to the situation we were in. I wanted to vomit and and lay down however I tried to compose myself. I needed to be sober so I can think clearly. I became too uncomfortable because the two important men in my life are both sitting on my sides. I am sitting on the couch in the middle of them. Evan's sitting on the couch on my left side while my father is on the right side. Silence engulfed us. I couldn't even utter a single word because of the intense fear inside my chest. My heart is pounding aggressively right now. My father is obviously angry. Perhaps because Evan and I have broken the rule and met today even though it's not the end of month yet. He made a rule that Evan and I can only meet once a month. That absurd rule, really.

