The jitters I am feeling deep inside my heart is eating me up. It felt like there are lumps in my throat and it is suffocating. I asked myself if this kind of feeling is normal— if doubting my decision and feeling this way is only a common reaction since I'm about to get tied up with Evan Zendejas.
An hour before my work ends, I gathered all my courage and sent a text message to Evan. Once and for all, I want to talk to him so we can clear things out. I want to tell him everything that is bothering me so he could do something about it... Or we could do something about it.
Me: Can you please meet me after my work? I just need to talk to you, Evan.
I went to the court as I needed to talk to Judge Gonzalez. Luckily, he's still there and the way he moved, I knew that he's about to go home.
