Rockspice!

My Story

Hi everyone, I'm Eva. Eva Fouller. I am sixteen and I live with my dad. We were a perfect family until recently when my mom decided to move out and live on her own. I miss her but I also wish best for her.

So you're probably wondering what kind of life I live. Well let me tell you, it's nothing to wonder about. It's nothing special. It's actually pretty boring. Going to school, attending classes, handing in assignments, presentations and an outing with my friends once in a weekend. Pretty normal, huh?

It's not like I don't want to make it exciting. I have dreams too you know. I do things that excite me but....in secret. Lets get this straight..I am not a topper in studies, I do not play sports, I do not like to talk behind others back....and I have very little reason to be noticed and loved by others. So I do write and sing songs but I have never shared them with others. I sing for myself and not for others.

The sole reason is that I cannot take criticism very well. Once in my elementary school, I wrote a song with all of my heart ; every single lyric with so much thought and time and when I showed it to my friend kassie... you know what she had to say? She just said it was 'too complicated.' And ever since then I thought it was best to keep my work to myself. 'Cause you know, I'm no picasso at what I do.

Apart from the low esteem that I've developed in my past years, I've also developed a huge crush on William Spencer who's in Economics department.

William is your typical chocolate boy who has a cute face, blue eyes and brown wavy hair. His dimpled smile and his deep voice when he laughs could kill any girl alive.... well it would kill me surely.

I've had a huge crush on him since eighth grade when we were in same class.Even back then he topped every subject with such an ease and passed every test with flying colours. But what I liked or rather still like about him is he's probably the kindest guy on earth. He never refuses anyone from helping and he's always polite. Like literally ALWAYS.

Huh.I can fangirl over him probably all of my life.. but he's never gonna notice me. I am not special unlike him.. who knows his way around people.

I hope you can understand me a little better now...

Anyways I'll keep updating my diary, so whoever reads it after I die can actually write a book or maybe make a movie or something.... I would really like that.

At least dead me won't have to face William again.

Bye :)