In out and back in love with you.

16. Our Very First Time

Alexander McIntyre was many things: he was a domineering CEO, he was a smart businessman, and he was also a good father, and a loyal friend. However, there was something he had not been for years, he had not been a passionate man. It's not he didn't have s*x with his wife, of course they did like any normal couple, it's just their s****l encounters although physically satisfying, seemed to lack something... Now that Alex thought about it, maybe that feeling of emptiness came from both ends, that's why Narcy insisted he was not a good lover, although before they got married she never complained, the relationship was gradually cooling down after the wedding and now the man had not had s*x for over a year, He had tried six months ago, but before they could begin, the woman jumped out of bed telling him she had an appointment elsewhere. Considering all this, it wasn't strange the CEO was looking for some kind of release, and self-love had been his only option for the past year.

The imposing man arrived at his house, later than usual, dinner with Cassandra's team had been nice and having Cassie so close took him back to the happiest time of his life, the happiest but also the most complex, there were many things his "baby face" didn’t know, unfortunate events and unfavorable situations that had led him to go far away firm her and look for a better future, something to offer her; and when he thought he was ready to return he heard from his best friend Rita that the love of his life had moved on, she had a serious relationship and although the Donovan´s did not approve, Cassie did not give in; His worst fear came true, he had taken too long, he didn't came back when he was supposed to, he didn't explain either, he had left her behind her and it was too late, he f****d up.

As he walked through the door, his mother's voice greeted him:

- Good night son! How did it go, everything okay? - Linda was worried about her son.

- Hi Mom, all good, just went to dinner with some people from work, don't worry. Have you had dinner yet? Where are the children?

- We had dinner a couple of hours ago, they already did their homework, and Kyle was practicing for his school play, he's a bit worried about his costume.

- No need to worry, the costume will be delivered on Friday, it's all solved- Alex said remembering the beautiful woman who had recommended the website, Cassie was the best mom, no doubt.

- That's great! You are the best father in the world!, The children have already taken a shower and are ready to go to bed- Reported the old woman.

- Go to sleep mom, I'll take care of the kids, you've been taking care of grandma in the mornings and the kids in the afternoon, you must be exhausted.

Alexander took his children to bed, and then wanted to take a shower. While under the hot water his hand went south and give his c**k a firm pull. Generally, while m**********g he thought of porn, an actress or the occasional singer; he never allowed himself to think about the woman he really wanted to think about… however... He saw her just a few minutes ago, and after spending hours staring at her in an almost stalkerish way, he couldn't help it, he indulged himself for only this one time and his mind traveled back to when he was 22 years old, to their first time together, meantime his hand started stroking his c**k.

(Flashback)

There was a lake near Charlotte in North Carolina which Cassie and Alexander's families used to visit when they were little, so when a few days after Cassandra's 19th birthday, Alexander invited her to spend a day by the lake, he did not expect things to take that road, it is true he had rented the cabin next to the lake, but honestly he did it thinking it could rain, and it did, that's why they had entered the cabin.

But now Cassie was lying in front of the fireplace with Alexander on top of her and they kissed desperately while the rain sounded against the windows of the small cabin.

He felt her hand under his shirt moving towards his pants, his breathing accelerated, he knew he was her first, and the desire to take once and for all what was his, ‘because she was HIS, was irrepressible. He began to undress her and kissing every inch of the naked skin, she was his goddess, and he was going to worship her as she deserved, she moaned when she felt his mouth on her left n****e, and then he went for the right one to give it the same attention biting her lightly and sucking hard until her peaks were pink and hard.

- Alex please- she begged although she didn't know what she was pleading for.

He totally undressed her while she clung to his shirtless back while kissing his neck, he left a trail of kisses on his way down and when he was between her legs, he kissed the inside of her thighs before going nose deep in her honey pot.

- You're so sweet baby, taste so good. -he said in a growl

- Alex I... want... Ahhhh- she screamed when he took her c**t between his teeth. He felt her tremble and thrust a finger deep in her p***y, then another and began to curl them inside her looking for that rough spot that made her scream in pleasure. She cups his face and pull him up, she wanted to play too.

She put her hand down his pants and took his hard c**k in her hand, he was painfully hard and her hand couldn't close around him, he was huge and Cassie doubted for a moment if he would really fit, she was scared, he could see it in her eyes, but she began to stroke him nonetheless, up and down until she draw a moan out of him.

He put his fingers deep in her again and began to prepare her, scissoring her, when he felt her tremble again.

- You’ll come now baby, come on my fingers- She obeyed him and came with a moan so loud it mixed with the sound of lightning outside.

When they lay down in front of the fireplace again, Cassie opened her legs instinctively and pulled him towards her.

- Alex, I've never... - she began to say nervously.

- I know love, I'll be your first- he said kissing her nose- but if it's God's will we’ll end our lives together.

- Are you sure it's going to fit? - Asked the young woman, still a little nervous.

-You're made for me, so it's going to fit just fine, but it´s going to hurt a little ok?- Alex lined up with her entrance while kissing her tenderly and began to enter her slowly until he hit her barrier, he looked into her eyes and kissed her again, beads of sweat pearling his forehead, he didn't want to hurt her and was holding back bigtime, while kissing her, he pushed forward and filled her to the hilt going still. Cassie's eyes were closed in pain and a tear fell from the corner of her eye, Alex wiped it off with a kiss and let her adjust to his size. After a minute he heard her whisper.

- Move, please move...- She said clinging to his arms for dear life, and he did, slowly at first until he felt her move to meet each thrust.

- Harder baby, I... Ahhh- She said arching her back.

Alexander obeyed, ramming her harder and harder until her breaths came in short, ragged breaths.

- Baby you're so tight, you're squeezing my c**k- He moaned.

- Alex. I'm coming...- She screamed

- Then come baby...come on my c**k- He ordered her and thrust a couple of times until he felt her walls closing and squeezing him so hard he could barely move, he gave a couple more thrusts and planting ball deep inside her, let her milk him with a deep growl.

(End of flashback)

Alexander looked down at the shower floor and realized how hard he had come. God! It hasn't been like this for a long time, he thought.

That night the CEO went to bed more relaxed than ever, he still had a lot of things to do of course, he had to talk to his children about the divorce, and the next day Nancy would be served with divorce papers and a custody agreement, he also had to take care of his cunning friend Edward Black, yes, he had a lot to do although what occupied his thoughts more than anything were a pair of olive green eyes, How was he going to get her back? They hadn't seen each other for years, she had loved him, of that he was certain, they never confessed their love, never literally say it, but they both knew it, they could feel it bone deep. What if she wasn't ready for a relationship after her husband's death? And what if she was ready but wanted someone else? He would have to court her patiently, rekindle the feelings that had been dormant for so many years, he would chase her, if necessary, but of one thing he was sure of now, she was HIS, as much as he was HERS. He just needed to remind her, that's all...Easier said than done, he knew that much.

On Thursday morning Alexander got ready for work, if he was going to do this, he had to be ready, he had gained a few pounds over the years, but it was not that bad. His Cassie was never an easy woman to conquer, he always liked that about her, but he never thought to found himself in the same position he saw so many others try and fail miserably. If he wanted to get his Cassie back, he had to bring his A game, although after so many years he was not sure to remember what his A game is. When he went downstairs, he saw his mother in the dining room with the children, they had finished their breakfast and were about to run to the school bus.

He kissed them goodbye and then turn to his mother:

- Hey Mom, today after school, take Alec and Kyle to grandma’s house, I’ll pick you up myself after work. - Alexander said thoughtfully.

- Any reason? - Linda asked.

- Today Narcy will be served, and I don't want her to have weird ideas about the custody of my children. - The CEO was cautious.

- That was fast!! I see you are determined. - the old woman pointed.

- Yes, well, my lawyer knows someone in the courthouse so…, yesterday he sent me a draft of the agreement and he is going to promote early today, she should be served after noon. - The CEO was relentless and had the right contacts that was obvious.

- Ok, sounds good, I'll see you tonight, have a good day son. -Linda said goodbye and heard Alexander Walk out whistling down the hallway. Was he happy? That was new...

The now well-dressed CEO entered his office where Monica was waiting for him with her usual coffee.

- Hello!!, Don’t we look nice today? Monica said smiling

- Hello Monica, I want to start with a meeting, where are the consultants? -Alexander couldn't wait to see her any longer.

- In the common area reviewing the computers. - She said.

- Let's go there then- Without saying another word they went to the common area, but they didn't expect what they found there.