No I can't let this happen with me I will not give my child to anyone
I will raise him/her
But..but how?????
He is much more powerful than me
Not because he has more money
The reason is I can't hurt him he is my only weakness
But this time I think I can't give up my child
Because he can have many kids with his future wife
But I only have this child
The only souvenir of my relationship with Abraham
"What are you thinking
Eat"said Abraham
"Ahh uh okay
I'm eating"
Abraham can I ask you something?"I said
"Hmm"
"Ah um
I was thinking after 9 months
When the baby comes
U will give me divorce right?
So who's going to take custody of our baby?
Actually what I'm trying to say is
I don't want my baby to be raise by nanny or step mother
I want..want "I ask him in a slow voice..
"Don't think too much eat your food
And go take some rest in our room"he said
"Wh..what our room
U mean your room
Why…..?"I told him
"Because I don't trust u
I want to watch over my baby day and night
What if u act careless in pregnancy too
Like you always behave"he said
"You..you….
I will not sleep with you in same bed
Because I too
Can't trust you
what if u try to take advantage of me"I told him while standing from chair with smile on my face
And walk away from there to my room.
"Don't think so highly of yourself
Move your things in my room
Right now"he said while walking behind me to my room
I didn't turn around to face him and enter into the bathroom
"Do you hear that"he said angrily in a Loud voice
I turn around while keeping my head down nodded in yes"
Maria
Maria"he called her while looking at me
"Yes sir"she came hurriedly
May be she was in a kitchen preparing food for lunch
"Move her things to my Room before night"he told her while walking outside of my room
I just stood there watching his back
"Mam"Maria wake me from daze
"Oh
yes do as he said
I'm going to meet my friends
Will come at 6'o clock
if he ask u help me tell him"I told her
While taking my handbag,mobile phone and car keys
And walk downstairs
"Where are you going"here
Comes the devil..
What the hell is he doing here till now
Don't he have any work to do
He is the CEO of such big business empire
Ok he didn't go in morning because of my health
But I'm fine now
And it's already 3 in afternoon
Still he is here
I swear this is the first time he is home
At this hour except Sundays
Because on Sundays either we go to his family house or mine
Or we both stay in this house whole day
(No we don't spend time together as u all are thinking)
I do some house work, gardening or read novels
Or make notes for students in my dad's university
Did I tell you that
I'm a Botany Lecturer in University
Actually I started doing this job since last year
Because since childhood I wanted to be a teacher
While,
He reads some business books or watch TV(sports or news channel,I swear he is really boring
I didn't know this about before our marriage)
But still I love him..