Tuesday, June 30 Marina and I had a great time at lunch together. We chatted for hours about all kinds of things, but the conversation seemed to keep returning to Mac. I’m not sure if she was steering it back to him or if I just had him on the brain, but he was definitely a hot topic. She was thrilled for me when I told her about my daily surprises, but she was concerned that I didn’t have any way to reach him. She is worried that I might be falling too hard for someone who isn’t emotionally (or even physically) available. I told her not to worry and that I had no delusions of grandeur about my relationship with him. That’s mostly true, I think. I have to admit it does feel a little odd not being able to contact Mac. I mean, we’ve only been on one date, so it’s not like I need to get ah

