Caylee
Tonight is a full moon and as Natalie had suggested, we are performing the ceremony tonight. My nerves are fried and my hands don't seem to stop shaking. I know that I want this and that I want to share this side of me with Craig, but doing it infront of all those women, that is the part that freaks me out, knowing those women's men will be right there with them, waiting to pleasure them as well, that just makes my hands shake a little bit harder as I try to figure out what to wear. I guess I might as well just go with a dress, seeing as he will be ripping it off soon enough, but most of my dresses scream flower power and that is not the mood I want to set for tonight. Nothing looks sexy or says I am ready to be f****d, but still want to be moddest. Wearing black just makes me feel
