CHAPTER TEN
July had been a tough month. Not only was I desperately trying to get over Portugal, but I was also trying to come to terms with Grayson’s dark past. I'd thought about Ryan almost every second of every day and often cried myself to sleep. But I knew I had to sort myself out, so I'd called Grayson and told him I was willing to give it another shot. I wasn’t prepared to sleep with him just yet, though. I explained that s*x shouldn’t be something taken lightly. I wanted to respect him for who he was, and I wanted him to do the same. I wasn’t interested in him for whether or not he was good in bed, I wanted to learn to love him for what was inside him, in his head and in his heart.
He was ecstatic. Over the moon. And considering his past with his mum, he totally agreed with my de
