Forgive and Let Go (Completed)

Time to tell everyone (10 years ago)

It's been a month since the night that JP and I both confessed our feelings to each other. We decide to give it a go but on the hush-hush. Yeah, not even Becca or Nick knows about our relationship. We already spend so much time together as it is, so no one suspects anything different.

"Get. Off. Of. Me." I tell JP in between kisses.

"Why" He frowns at me pushes his self up to sit straight on the couch in the house that he and Nick share.

"Becca and Nick will be walking through that door at any given minute."

"So what? Haven't we hid our relationship long enough?"

I sigh, it's like we have this same conversation every time I tell him someone will be around soon. I hear keys in the door. "Fine, you want them to know. We will let them find out right now." I get up on my knees and sling on leg over him so that I was straddling him. His hands automatically go to my ass. I lean in and kiss him just as I hear, "What the f**k?"

I pull away from JP and look behind me at two shocked faces. "Well, that's not the way I would have let them know," JP says as I pull myself away from him to stand up and face our two friends.

"You two have some explaining to do!" Becca looks at me and then at JP

"You wanted them to know. So tell them everything." I look at JP

"Why do you say it like that? You act like I'm the only one with feelings. You feel the same way I do. Just forget it." JP says storming up the stairs.

"I didn't mean anything by it. I just wanted to keep us a secret for a little bit longer. Everything had been going great between us. I have a feeling that once it gets out to everyone else, the drama and all the problems would start." I look at Nick and Becca. Nick nodded as if he knew exactly what I meant. Becca on the other hand looked ticked off.

"I'm going to go check on him. You two should talk" Nice says as he kisses Becca on the side of the face and walks away.

"What the f**k happened to you not catching feelings Olivia?" Yeah, she was pretty heated right now.

"I don't know what you want me to say. I didn't plan on falling for him. I don't know what happened. I guess just from spending so much time together."

"How long?"

"How long what?"

"Don't play dumb with me, Olivia. How long has this been going on? How long have you been keeping this from me?"

"Since graduation"

Becca's mouth falls open. "The two of you have been seeing each other for a month now! How could you keep this from me?"

"I'm sorry. Like I said I didn't want anyone to know. Things have been going so well. I have been happy. He has been happy. It's just been great. Now that it's out, I know there will be drama to follow. You know I hate drama."

I could see Becca's face relax. She was calming down.

"I know you do. I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have gotten mad like that." She comes over to me and hugs me. "I just want you to be careful. I don't want to have to kill my man's best friend because he turns into a dick."

I hug her back and laugh, " You won't have to. You know I can handle myself."

"Come on let's go check on our guys."

The two of us walk upstairs and into JP's room where the guys were. Nick was sitting on the couch in the room and JP was laid back in his bed with his arm thrown over his face. He didn't even know we walked in. Becca signals for Nick to get up and leave the room with her. Leaving just me and JP. Going over to his bed, I once again throw a leg over and balance myself on top of him. He puts his arm down and looks at me. I can tell he's mad.

"I'm sorry. I promise I wasn't keeping us a secret from anyone because I wanted to. I would love to be able to go to parties and out in public and let the entire world know you are mine. I just hate drama. You have known that since day one. And I don't like attention on me. I am crazy about you and I care about you a lot, so with that being said if you want everyone to know, we can let everyone know right now."

I can see that JP is trying to hold back a smile. "Liv, we will put up with the drama together. I just want to be able to go out and do things with you outside of my house and yours. I know you don't like attention. I hate to tell you though, as long as you are with me you are going to get all kinds of attention."

"I know. I guess I'm just going to have to suck it up. We are about to post our first picture together on Instagram."

"How are we ... " I didn't let him finish

"Becca! I need you for a moment!" I yelled.

Not too long after I called for her, she and Nick walk into the room.

"You called?"

"I need you to take a picture of us with my phone. I am going to lean down and kiss him. That's when you snap the picture. Do I look ok?" I pass my phone over to her.

Becca didn't even get the chance to answer as JP lifted his hips causing me to fall forward onto him. My hair fell to one side and his hands were back on my ass as my hands were pressed against his chest.

"Well, take advantage of me already" JP smiles as I lean down to press my lips to his. I can hear my phone's camera snapping as everything is going on.

Finally, our lips touch and it was like no one else was in the room. Our kiss lasted longer than it should have but I didn't care. Neither did he. By the time I broke the kiss, I felt something hard under me. Yep, you guessed it, it was his d**k. No, we have not done anything s****l. Yet. Do I want to have s*x with JP? Of course. He drives me crazy. Should we? Probably not. At least not yet.

Nick cleared his throat as we turned our heads to see them staring. Becca was grinning like crazy. " Yeah, here is your phone. We will be in Nicks's room. Just watching that kiss made me horny. Bye!" Becca laughed pulling Nick out behind her and closing the door.

"You got biggie big excited again." JP laughs. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention he has named his d**k biggie big.

"Oh jeez JP." I roll to the right to lay beside him. He rolls over on his side so that he can look at me. "Let's see the pictures." he takes my phone out of my hands.

"Hey! I haven't even gotten to look at them!"

"That's the point! You will delete the majority of them and not let me see anything. Damn, we look hot." I see he keeps swiping his finger over my phone. I figured he was just looking at them over and over.

"Alright, they are all posted."

I snatch my phone out of his hand, "What?!"

Looking at my phone, he had posted every single picture that Becca took of us. I have to admit we did look pretty hot. Just looking at the pictures would turn somebody on.

Before I could set my phone down it dinged letting me know I had a new notification on i********:. It was a comment. It was on the picture of me right before I fell forward as JP raised his hips up.

Maggiebabe commented: I knew it wouldn't be long before he was f*****g this ugly b***h. Don't worry Liv, that just means it won't be long and he will be coming back my way.

I knew it wouldn't take long before someone had something to say. Of course that someone would be Maggie.

"Let the s**t talk begin." I pass my phone over to JP and groan. 

"Baby, you know good and well that is one person that you can't let get to you. She and the other 3 girls I broke it off with will be the first ones to feed off of this, simply because I'm yours and not theirs anymore." 

"I know. I'm just going to have to get myself used to all of this unwanted attention. I'll be fine though. You are worth it all." 

"Aww, someone really likes me. You are pretty cute when your face turns red like it's doing right now." He teases me. 

I push my face into the mattress so that he can't see it. He reaches over me and pulls me back so that I'm laying on my back but pressed into his side. He sits up and leans down to kiss me once again. When his tongue makes its way into my mouth I can't help but let out a moan. He takes my hand and puts it in the center of his pants. Pulling away from me he says, "Do you see how easy it is for you to get me this way." 

I'm not sure where I got this burst of confidence from, because normally I would never do this, but I take his hand and slide it in the front of my shorts into my panties for him to feel just how wet I was. " See what you do to me?" I ask him. He goes completely still. I can tell he is unsure of what to do. "Touch me," I whispered looking into his eyes.

He turns his hand so he has a better angle. "God, you're so wet" His finger rubs up and down giving me a feel. As he is rubbing me I reach over and slide my hand into his gym shorts. I rub him through his boxers. I moan as his finger begins to pick up speed over my c**t. "Slow down. You're going to make me c*m too soon." He slows his pace as I move my hand inside his boxers to feel him. I rub my hand up and down his length. OMG. He is huge. I can't even imagine that fitting inside of me. 

I pick up speed as does he. "I'm about to c*m" he moans. 

"oh... me too. Don't stop. JP!" I moan his name a little too loud. 

"That's it baby, come undone for me." JP moans and throws his head back as I feel a warm substance fill my hand. At that exact moment, my eyes roll back and my toes curl as I ride out the orgasm he just caused. 

"That was... great," JP says leaning in to kiss me. We pull our hands back from each other. 

"Come on, let's go get cleaned up." He gets up grabbing my clean hand pulling me behind him. 

I could do this every day. No wonder the girls couldn't get enough of him. I can't even imagine how I will feel after we have s*x for the first time.