*Do not copy or repost* Arielle I almost forgot that today I'm supposed to cook for Kayden, this is the perfect time for me to let loose. I've realised that whenever he comes close to me I get this unexplainable feeling, I want him to touch me everywhere. I love it when he's close to me, I love the smell of his after shave mixed with his minty breath. I know this is wrong. I've always treated him like a brother but now it's different. I want to understand what these feelings mean, maybe it's lust but I don't know. I become so happy when he's close to me, I get angry when I see him with other girls and I like it when he touches me, god! I'm confused. I know that this is a forbidden desire if Alden finds out about this then I don't know how this will play out, gosh! I'

