A Boy Named Hope

Satakshi's first words to Aditya

Hey guys! welcome back to your own novel in which you are the author and a novel that is very wise one on its own. That is "A Boy Named Hope".

It was yesterday only that one of my close friend texted me something that she really might have texted with lots and lots of uncountable emotions that was about something that I feel that, it today is really a problem of literally most of the teenagers that is of the age group 13-19. Well, that time it was late at night might be approx half past eleven that time i was busy watching a really awesome and popular web series named as "Aspirants" by The Viral Fever. you to can watch it, its available on youtube for free. So when the text popped up in my notification bar and read a few words and saw some crying emojis and some happy ones too. So no sooner i opened the text and found out that she was thanking me because I was available for her and guided her rightly whenever she needed me and yes, she was a kind of girl that have so much tantrums LOL :P now you might be thinking what are tantrums then I must tell you it is nothing just what we say nakhre, she really shows me so much of her tantrums and LOL mai nakhre utha bhi leta tha uske after all she was my awesome friend. She thanked me because of this reason too as I was not like other kind of boys who just starts expressing anger and even might use abusing words in thier speech before connecting thier brains to thier tongue. She even said if ever we got in any kind of fight then you can be angry on me, even you can have verbal arguement but please! dont use bad words for me if ever you will do this then i would definately DIE.

yes! you read it right! that is what she told me. Now I would like to ask everyone of you that what do you think of this behaviour? take your time and think about it.

 For a while we can think that yeah! as we do not know what she was feeling from within that she was forced to say this but still, this kind of behaviour shows that she is a kind of girl that values others more than her own self. She is kind of a girl that can ever lower her self respect or even kill her self respect for others to be with her! and this is really a great and enormous problem that not just her its in the most cases everyone of us might have did or are doing in this age. Does not matter you are a boy or a girl! many times we in order to get ACCEPTED by a certain kind of people we many times loose our own identity and many times get settled for LESS just because we dont want to feel alone in this world. Its really normal for us to do these kinds of things on daily basis as it is going on since our ancestors as during the time of our ancestors, no one wanted to live alone out there in the woods as they feared that other animals might come any moment and Yes! they would be an easy target for the animal. All people feared so they formed small small groups of people and those what we call a modern day concept for FAMILY, as in the group they would feel loved and cared and most important would feel safe from prediators thus completing our psychological and basic human needs. Thus we many times lower our self worth our own self esteem and then the chain reaction that is the worst thing we face is automatically we develop very low self confidence and then we start limiting our own set of beliefs thus even reducing our chances to succeed in life. We unknowingly reduce our self worth, our self value in our own eyes and then we get f*****g depended on someone to fulfill our this need. Like in the case of my friend her self worth has grown so low that she became depended on me that if I too did like all other guys then she would have tough time in her life as she NEVER gave importance to herself, she did not know that in this life you will have to learn to be happy alone too. and there is no point in BEGGING someone to give you attention or to talk to you. You must not even care and even do not even give a f**k about someone. They want to block you? they can ! they do anything you must never even care! take responsibility of your life in your own hands. Don't even give a s**t about what others think of you. Increase your self worth in your own eyes. Try loving yourself more than anyone.  

Now, let me make one thing very clear, here I do not mean that you start ignoring every text from literally everyone. No way you must understand some basic stuffs and must apply your own brains too. You must learn to differentiate one thing in life and here it is -

" Some talk to you in there free time, and some FREE their time to talk to you. Learn the difference"

Read this line again, it is worth reading once more.

And here it applies for you too, if you feel that someone is really helping you out everytime you need support and sometimes you feel you are not giving time to himher then please go and talk to them. Many times I see people where they just want that the other person should message them first, and you would never message them, then change this behaviour because its nothing just your ego that is working in here and in these cases try to put your ego aside and go and talk to them its okay to message them first but what that is not okay is everytime you are the one who texts first! nevwr ever do this mistake in your life that you are the only one who always keep on texting people first and then only the talk begins.

If you are the one like this then I guess you must stop doing it because they won't even care or you can say that you are not in their priority list because its just the priorities that matter. yeah it would hurt for a while but ultimately, pain changes everyone and you will change too and during this phase you will grow and will become more wiser. Yeah it will take time, it is rightly said -

"Early success is a scam, good things takes time"

well, we would continue this topic in a lot more detail in our next chapter and till then lets move ahead towards our own story. Till now we have learned that aditya's classmates started teasing him and and the relation between aditya and satakshi is still unresolved and its just some set of incidents and some actions are going on and now its time to enter class 8th. Where we would be reading very crucial moments in the life of aditya and satakshi and even the seperation of them and both moving to new schools.

So now, its class 8th and aditya's tuition was still going on and on the first day as usual and every year as we have small talk about his roll number, this time too despite of new school comers and new class students his roll number was damn stiff! Hehehe his roll number that was alloted to him was none other than roll number 4!

This time while going back home, some days passed and aditya was not able to see satakshi in her white mini van from which she used to come to school. Days passed he was not able to see her and this thing really had impact on his emotions and it would many times would drain his energy too. But one day something happened that changed his mood from sad to really very happy as while he was driving back to home, a yellow coloured school bus overtook him and to his surprise he got a glimpse of satakshi's face, she was sitting obviously near window only. So, as he saw her, he without wasting any moments he started taking look on the size and body parts of the bus so that next time while the same bus again will overtake him, he would be knowing that satakshi is sitting in this bus and even many times he would be again able to see herand would make her emotions and inner feeling so excited and happy one.

Similarly, as usual some days and weeks passed and one day, their new english teacher Ummm, lets name him Mr Bharat( a really random name) told the class that he is going to take thier test right now! so everyone pick one pin-pagre from their own notebook and move outside the class and then Mr bharat started arranging the students and aditya and 9 more students had to sit outside the class to give the test, while giving the test, Mr bharat knew that the classmates will definately to cheat from him and he will surely tell them answers and as soon as he saw that aditya was telling outside, he called aditya and picked him up and asked him to go sit on the table that is empty and he with his finger directed the route too. As soon as he sat down he saw someone sitting just ahead of him, whom he admired the most that time. LOL she was none other than our own satakshi.

Aditya was really in happy state of mind that without even hesitating he called satakshi and asked that whether she needs any help in the test or not? 

and to his surprise, she said yes and told him a specific question on which she was struggling with. After the test was over and just the moment satakshi and aditya handed over the test papers to Mr Bharat, satashi rolled backwards and looked in the eyes of his! 

I guess, you can imagine this situation of aditya very clearly, his heart pounding high and BOOM! satakshi broke the silence between them and said that - " I just don't talk to you because I fear that your friends and the classmates would again start teasing you " and soon with the speed of lightening she again rolled forward and within no time a boy from their class called aditya to seek something. This incident has a very huge impact on him it can not be told but just can be felt and you can say that this was the only line or you can say the only conversation between them in the whole those 3 to 4 long years and rest months and years they would just see each other's face and remained happy and then again the same routine started to follow until one day when Mr Bharat decided to distribute the same answer sheets after they were checked.

Aditya secured 14 marks out of fifteen and started seeing where did he went wrong but soon as his friend parag was absent that day so, sir gave him parag's test paper too. While he was analysing parag's test paper aditya came to learn that the question which was cut in his sheet was done right in parag's answer sheet. So, soon aditya went to sir but sir denied the fact and as it was much of frustrating for him because of the fact that if they both wrote same word then why his answer is cut and parag's is right? so while going back to his seat he kept murmuring about it that it is wrong, he cut my marks for literally No reason!! but unfortunately I guess Mr bharat did not liked his murmuring and just the moment aditya sat on the table..............BOOM ! FFFUUUCCCCCKKKKKKKKK

He got a very hard slap from bharat sir. It was really that hard that for a while his one ear was playing " Peep " sound and his face went really red. After sitting still for a while, aditya put both the papers in his bag and again went silent for a while. All the class students were really shocked to see what happened to aditya and later one of his good friend during other period went to him and suggested him to try not to murmur like this again ~_~ and I guess satakshi was too there in the class that time.

Well, what do you think about it? what would satakshi think now? what kind of emotions or thoughts she would be having in her mind after this incident? 

well, I guess its all for the day.

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