Barron: The Ruthless Bear King (The Hybrid Series) Book 7

Chapter 32: A Hard Life

(s****l Content)

Sophie

I had a blast at my sister's wedding; it was a way to get my mind off things back at home with Seth; I didn't care anymore, and I had given up on everything. My family will never know the disappointment I have in them and the failure I am as a mother, a wife, a mate, and Luna. My kids hopefully never knows this side of me and their father as they still adore him, he even knows that the feeling of being a Crown Prince depends on me still being a princess, but he doesn't realize the power that comes with it will weaken, as I embrace being a commoner, but I won't tell him that. I will watch this pack burn around me; I hate his guards and Kevin, and I can't wait for him to just drop dead. I play my part and hang on because I still believe in Kyan; Spence has been secretly keeping me posted on things going on around me, and my father is losing favor with the people in favor of Alpha Ares; I smiled with glee.

Seth only tells me the basics when I need to keep up appearances, and I am not allowed to discuss anything from my pack besides my kids and how happy we are. My feelings are conflicted because of the bond, but I am glad that I am slowly getting over it and hate Seth more each day. The less time we spent together intimately, the weaker the bond, and Nolle was only strong enough to heal me and keep away from Lennox. I was glad to be around Issy and Kyan again; the love I felt from them was no other; I was happy Issy was mated to her destined mate. She won't have to deal with anything like I am going through; Kyan will be the perfect mate for Lexi, and I wish I had that if I weren't forced to be with my prisoner, my boss, or whatever I chose to call him. Noelle snickered, saying, "Asshole," but in reality, he was our master and pimp.

I was merely an unpaid maid and prostitute to the Alpha and his goons; I don't even ask myself why Seth did this to me anymore, because the only answer is that he was evil, just like my father, and that's why they were such good friends. I had to pretend to be the perfect wife and mother when he visited, but lately, he has been busy and hasn't visited me; Issy will be gone on her honeymoon, and Kyan has his life to live and will visit when he can. I said goodbye to everyone and gathered the kids, heading back to our pack; I missed home, but it was no longer my home. I will go wherever my kids are, and I won't lose any of them; I lost Sapphire, and I will hold my babies close to me. Seth mind-linked me and said, "When we get home, say your goodbyes and head to your room," and I replied, "Yes, Alpha." and I hated him with every fiber of me.

We reached home after a long journey, and the kids hugged me, running off to be with their grandmother; Seth moved them there so they wouldn't see how I was treated. Spence told me that Amy didn't want the kids around, and that's why he moved them, but I was grateful because his mother felt bad for me and hated Amy. I walked slowly back to the little room he had prepared, which had just a chest of drawers, a single mattress, and a small bathroom. I made it mine to suit me with a few books I love to read, and I know them word for word now; I only have access to my phone when I go out. Kevin is the one who replies to everyone, so they think that I am okay. I handed the Omega maid the dress I was wearing, and she closed the door; I took a quick shower and sat on the mattress with my favorite book.

Spence was able to find Sapphire's pictures, and I hid them between the pages; it was late, and I turned the lamp off, closed my eyes, and thought about the first time that I was pimped out to his friends at a poker game. There were three of them, and Seth watched them have their way with me after the game, smiling as he kissed Amy. I saw the true evil that he was, and I lost any dignity I had left, and I would always drift off to a place far away until his clients were done. Seth accomplished what he wanted; he broke me beyond repair, and he had ruined me for any well-accomplished man to ever want me. The former Princess was made into a w***e for his generals and hierarchy; fighting them was not an option if I wanted to stay alive for my kids, and holding out for my brother to eventually save me from this place.

I learned that the first night because they were not afraid to hit me or spit on me, they burned me with cigarettes; just thinking about it sometimes makes me want to gag, and I open my eyes when the sun hits the room. I dream of my tormentors again, another restless sleep. I did my business and headed down to the garden after having a sandwich for breakfast; I loved working in the garden on sunny days. I watched the help look at me; some felt pity, and others scorned me or agreed with whatever lie Amy and Alpha Seth spewed. I was the former Luna that had disgraced the pack; I felt water pour on me, but I didn't flinch; it was just another day of bullying. I turned to see a former guard of mine smiling, and he moved his lips, kissing at me, grabbing his crotch before walking away.

I heard a voice behind me saying, "Ignore him, they are all Kevin's lackeys, they will do what he or Seth says, I can't reprimand him when it comes to you." I smiled because, without looking back, I knew it was Spence; he still respected me, cared for me, and knew what was happening was wrong, but his hands were tied. He couldn't go against his Alpha, or they would kill him and his younger brother Maddox. He said, "Be strong, Sophie; I will try to find a way to get the word out to Prince Kyan, but you know that I am Alpha Commanded, not to mention you to anyone outside of this pack." I smiled, replying, "I know, Spencer, thank you," and he touched my shoulder before moving on, and his kindness always gave me hope that there are still good people in the world. Not everyone agreed with what Seth was doing, but he was their Alpha, and he made sure that a witch bound them to the land, and no one could speak of what happened there.

That is why his nice guy persona was all over Ravena; no one could speak badly of him, and no matter who investigated him, it would always show him as a nice guy. After my long day, I was back inside my room when I heard a commotion outside my door; it opened, and Seth had Spence kneeling with a busted lip that was healing, saying, "You have two hours," and had his guards shove him inside the room, locking the door. I was shocked, and he looked at me teary-eyed and said, "I won't do it, Sophie," and he turned around and went to the door and yelled, "You hear me, you son-of-a-b***h, I won't do it." I walked to him and said, "Hey, what is going on," he said, "I have to have s*x with you, or he will hurt someone close to me, but I can't Sophie, my brother is out of town and I know if I can get a message out to him, he won't come back."

I cried with him because Seth was evil, and I closed my eyes and said, "Just let us get it over with, I'm not worth it, Spence," and he refused, but I calmed him down, assuring him that it was okay, and kissed him. He tensed up, but he kissed me back, and said, "Sophie, you are my superior; I said an oath to protect you, I won't do this," and I felt his tears on my cheek. I looked into his eyes and said, "Make love to me, Spence, at least remind me how it feels for a man to truly make love to me," and he laid me down on the mattress, kissing me. He took my nightgown off; he was hesitant, but I said, "It's okay," placing his hand on my breast so he could squeeze them, and he closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and pinched my n*****s as they hardened. I moaned, and he leaned in, kissing me again; he kissed my neck and my chest, sucking both breasts before reaching my core and taking my panties off.

He rubbed my c**t, and I was already wet with need; he moaned, "Sophie," and I saw his d**k was hard in his pants, so I told him, "Take them off." He got up and took his pants off; his c**k was huge and leaking precum. He was a big guy for a Gamma, but I didn't care; I just wanted to feel like a person again, I wanted a man to worship my body like before, and mean something. He knelt, and I stopped him, got up, and took his c**k in my mouth; he moaned, "f**k," grabbing my hair as he slowly f****d my mouth. He hit the back of my throat before pulling away, and his eyes glowed, fighting with his wolf; I said, "Go ahead," lying back on the makeshift bed, and he buried his face in my p***y, returning the favor. I grabbed the sheets and his hair; he lapped up my juices, and he licked and sucked on my c**t as my first orgasm ripped through me, calling his name.

He came over to me, kissed me, and tasted myself as I felt him at my p***y entrance; I opened my legs wider as he slowly thrust into me. I moaned, and he started to build his rhythm, thrusting in and out of me; my body responded just as it would, and I felt so good, and I knew he did too. His d**k was full of my juices, and it turned him on more; Spence was amazing in bed, and I never looked at him in that way. He pushed my legs back, pounding away, and I couldn't contain the sounds coming out of my mouth; I cummed three times already, but he kept going. He let my legs down and hugged me, kissed me, and he said, "Sorry about everything, but it was fun," and he sped up his thrusting, cuming balls deep in my p***y, and he leaned over me as I milked his c**k cuming with him.

We lay there cuddling and laughing, making jokes when we heard a knock on the door, and he said, "I think they are ready for me," and I turned to him and asked, "Will they still punish you?" He said, "Maybe, nothing makes sense anymore," and I said, "Will they let you visit me again?" He asked, "Do you want me to visit you after what happened?" I said, "You could play the part so I can get someone who cares for me f**k me if I am going to be a w***e for this pack." I walked up to him and kissed him, saying, "Plus shouldn't let good d**k go to waste if you have no one, of course," and he smiled, kissed me, and said, "You are no w***e, Sophie; I refuse to treat you that way." I said, "But we would be together, I won't be your w***e," and he didn't like the idea, but he would do anything to make my life bearable here until I can get out. Kevin opened the door and said, "The Alpha is pleased you finally joined us," I hated that man; I fell asleep right after, and that is how our little fling started, unknown to Seth.