Daisy My sleep has been restless and my dreams haunted by a happiness that I fear I will never experience. Connors arms are wrapped around me in a comforting embrace. I had half expected he would sneak out as soon as I was asleep. I want more than anything to take comfort in his warmth but I can’t allow myself that pain. Last night swims through my mind, I can’t believe I was so stupid to nearly get drugged by a fricking vampire. All I wanted was to let loose and forget my pain. Maybe I’m not cut out for the badass life, Ari can pull it off because everyone is too intimated to try anything with her. I however do not conjure fear in the hearts of the supernatural or even the humans! Arghhhh I really wish I had more of my father in me sometimes. Maybe then Connor wouldn’t find it so ea

