Aria My head hurts, it’s like a full marching band is parading back and forward inside of it. Even before I opened my eyes I knew he was gone. It’s almost like I can sense him under my skin, a part of me and I know he is gone for now. Just as I have poured a much needed mug of coffee there is an unexpected knock on the door, damn it! I’m not in the mood to deal with Zac this morning. Trying to ignore it another insistent chap reverberates. Irritated I march over pulling it open with force to show my displeasure. I have to blink my eyes to really believe what I am seeing. Leaning on the wall looking like he can barely hold himself up is my glassy eyed brother, relief washes through me and I reach for him pulling him inside. He wraps his arms around me, almost knocking me over with h

