Connor For the first time in my life I try to have a conversation with my sisters best friend. Daisy. My mate. For the first time in months my mind is clear and I feel like myself. I couldn’t tell Aria how nervous I truly was about tonight, I’m fine for now but if I run into Kiera again I’m not confident that I will be able to resist her. If I tell Aria the truth I think she might tell our parents and I just can’t risk that. So far Daisy has been perfectly pleasant, charming even and fun, so vibrant and sweet and full of life. The blush that took her cheeks when I asked her to dance with me was adorable. I’m really trying because I want to feel something for her, if I could then maybe the constant desire for Kiera that’s running through my mind might go away. When I take her hand

