As much as i want to run into his arms and tell him how glad i am to finally met him, i just couldnt. So many things keep going through my mind.
I know my words have hurt him but what i went through was worse. I needed time.
I turn to go home. i can sence his presence behind me. but i just continue walking..what did he expect. did he think i would forgive him. i know we are mates and he feels the need to protect me but what if he has a girlfriend already. what if he has someone there already to keep his bed warm. what will happen to me and sky once we are married to him.
is this just an act or does he really want to protect us. is this just for show or just to make me think he actually cares for me.
i have so many questions and so many thoughts. i need time i guess.
i reach home and see our families waiting for us outside.
his mum and sister have a concerned look on their faces.
Is everything alright Sierra, his mother askes.... Everythings fine i just needed to be alone.
As i say that... kaiden takes a step beside me and says... I apologise for my behavior tonight. i need to make alot of things right with Sierra and all of you. I made bad decisions in the past but i plan to learn from them and move on. i hope my apology feels geunine to you all. i truly am sorry.
with that i would like to move the wedding from next week to the day after tomorrow..
What.... i say... shocked at his words
You think you can just come here and throw directions around and expect us to follow what you say.
Sierra my father exclaims. Kaiden is right. why wait any longer when you two are indeed mates. its better to mive the wedding to the after tomorrow. i think thats a great idea.
Just as my dad says that kaiden grabs my hand and holds it tight. he looks into my eyes and says... i am truly sorry for what i did to you and sky and also to blaise. but i promise to make things better. I promise. please give me a chance. i will wait till you forgive. even if it takes forever. but i will try my best to be the best mate and husband to you.
i wont lie but when he said that i felt so much emotions. i wanted to give in and hug him i wanted to punch him and scream at him and yell at him. but all i did was give him a small smile. a smile to show him that maybe 1 day i would forgive him. his eyes lit as he saw hope. i truly hope i can forgive him soon. after all he is my mate.