Love VS Culture?

Blew Flow

Cris studying 4 yrs course and proceed to maters degree in one of the best universities in Cebu Phillipines. Shes 22 years of age, fair skin, with curly long hair, humble, bit silent but friendly, good talker to costumers and most of all have a cute smile by seeing those teeth with braces. Shes currently working now in an convenient store while waiting for the results for the job she recently applied in University of Visayas in Cebu. On her job in convenient store, her duty will be night shift from 2pm-7am.. Months later she found there are some Indians or Filipino guy asking her cellphone number or f*******: ID, then as a single innocent girl she don't give to anybody whatever they ask . Somewhat shes afraid of those thing and don't know whom to trust. shes a kinda like a person who wants to be single and independent for that main time. Time are passing, a lot of things happen,being bored of job, cought somebody stealing in store, meet police, meet couple who are fighting inside the store, some family are sweet to each other some are not and specially being single.

Then time comes...

One day while i'm in duty in store, i saw him (?) .

I mean i saw one guy, he is tall, dark of course ,handsome, bit hairy and cute smile too, of course she smile at me. here comes story like this.

In duty time, i was outside of the office and assist my crew to do there job, suddenly one guy opening the slide door then i feel like stuck and my eyes are somewhat cant stop looking at him. I am feeling like i am melting in whole universe. I run to my office directly when he found out that yeah he notice me that i am blushing like an red apples. As he buy an ice cream then suddenly that ice cream are stop and not cooperating. Then my crew called me to get there to take a look for what happen or to void the purchased item that the guy order coz some are not available. Then I'm saying to my self be confident , your a supervisor here, don't act like an stupid. Fine, then i went out , I dont look at him, I only talk to my crew then suddenly the guy ask me;

Prabha: Maam what it your name?

Cris: hmmm, VeE.

Prabha: okey thank you, bye

After that, i said to myself; thats it uhh. i feel like i want more but he go on :'(

Days or every other Days, He keep coming back to store just to buy ice creams and every time he goes there, she keep smile at me and i feel like its my heaven to falling in love. In my whole single life it my first time to feel like i cant let my day to end without seeing him.

Days are out, i don't see him again. I don't know but i feel like I want to see him again and again.

1 month later , around 1am midnight while I am making my display inventory. i was shock coz i saw him again.

Wow, this would be my best day again ever. hmm no i should not have to assume everything. I should let things happen on its on. ill walk around by doing my job. But him sitting beside were i stand. i start to shaver something i don't know what i am doing in my inventory sheets. I don't feel comfortable anymore so i started to walk going back to my office room but he suddenly ask me;

Prabha: Cris you want an ice cream?

Cris: hmm ice cream, hmm no, thank you.

Then i was just smile. i plan to walk but he ask me again.

Prabha: Can u sit first i wanna talk to you?

Cris: i have some job to be done sir, maybe later we can talk?

Prabha: okey ill wait,

Cris: Really sir ?

Prabha: yeah ill wait,

Then he smile back to me ;) Then i just do my job then i finish it at around 4am. I was shock by seeing my watch and i run outside to see if he is still there. And yeah his there but his sleeping. Super shame i am that time to him for letting him wait for 3hrs. Im scared to wake him up too, what if his mad or get angry of me, somewhat like that but okey ill let him sleep.

But hours later guards ask me there inside office that; Maam he is still waiting your their its already 5am maam better wake him up.

Then i just go their and wake him up.

Prabha: Hi, im sorry i was sleeping

Cris: No, im sorry its my mistake to make u wait.

Prabha: You are worth more than that !

After he said to me, i cant say anything , something I've been zip all the way. But thank to my savior Pea one of my crew. He is a gay and fat gay. He just interrupt us and saying,My supervisor like you and he want to have hangout on you.

Cris: what the f**k, I've been thankful to you lately but what you.

Prabah: its fine cris, i would love it too

Pea: Can she get your number?

Then i just run went to my office, i don't know what the rest happen their between pea and prabha. I just saw him in Camera that they are talking. Then prabha went home after an hour.

Cris: pea what did u do, what he think about me. he should be the one say that he like me not me.

Pea: its fine maam, i know he like u too.

Cris. but u shouldn't do that, it unfair. okey let it be

Pea give me the number and i add him in f*******:.

Days lately we started to have good conversation and had planned to go out some where were we can talk long personally.

So we both decide to go out and watch movie. We meet in mall and buy the movie tickets ( Thor). We buy 1 drink and 1 big basket of popcorn. After that we just went inside and find an empty seat.

Were settled. were perfectly watching movie, eating popcorn's. Then im thinking how to drink if its only one straw? hmm so i just ask him if ill take the straw and we drink.

Prabha: No, its fine for me if we drink it in one straw. if that is fine for you too.

Cris: Its fine or me too.

I started to feel something hot around my body and i started not to feel comfortable too. Then i dont even understand what we watch. He started making moves too, he put his arm in back. And i feel he dont feel comfortable too. Somewhat we are started to ashamed talking to each other.

But this is what happen, he kiss my forehead, then chicks, then yeah we kiss and kiss, again and again until we extend the movie. We touch what is impossible to touch but honestly we don't f**k.

i don't know how it happens he dont even said to me that he like me or what. i feel like im annoying by being with him all the time but i dont what we are if we officially in relationship or what. He dont even say to that i love you cris.

He is too sweet to me, caring all i want for a man was already on him. He keep checking me in store if i eat or not, he give me vitamins and foods.

One days i feel scared for what if i give him everything but in the end he dont even love me:'(. So i started to ask him but only in chat or text.

Cris: Hi, how are you today, are you good. How was your day and study?

HEY?

Busy?

are you there?

why not replying me?

please reply i just want to ask something

can you do that for me?

hey?

He dont reply me for one week, i dont see him too in store even outside the store. I do call him but i cant reached him too, soo i started to scold myself for not to expect anything. I Cried , i dont do job and I resign. I went home in my province. And saying Goodbye for everything happen there.

But again, 1 week later...

Somebody new number text me.

Hi good morning, i hope your fine wherever you are. You a good girl, not filtered, authentic and fun to be with. I am soo happy for having you in this past few months. i dont wanna hurt you and i apologized for everything. You are deserve more than me in everything. To be honest I miss you and I love you. Meet me please in mall where we buy the movie tickets, ill wait you there in 3pm and i hope you'll be there.. see you tomorrow cris.

I dont reply but i go there as what it said in message. Then we meet and talk.

Prabha: hi cris how are you, i am very sorry for this past days

cris: its fine, it was my mistake to, i shouldn't expect anything.

Prabha: what, what u expect cris?

cris: do you feel we've been for how many months, we kiss each other, we do romance. what u think to expect me?

Prabha; yeah im sorry , i know everything cris, i can feel you soo im afraid and go away from you.

Cris: why what wrong if you just say that you love me too.

Prabha: i have girlfriend Cris, But even i dont have I cant love you too cris.

Soo, i just cried and run then he just run after me. I stop and i say.

Cris: Stop Prabha, dont go after me, dont think that you hurt me. At first this is my fault coz i showed that i like you then im loving you.. Im sorry too for flirting you. If i just do behave we dont come to be like this. As where youll be happy ill be happy for you too. i just dont know that u have a girlfriend. if i just did this wont happen. bye prabha

after that i did my life go on, we still friend in f*******: but not that much close again. he went India too and im compiling my requirement for i got my job.

inside 1 month i do my training of teaching before they deploy me in university to teach. After 1 month i do my break before teaching.

After vecation..