Nakasakay na sila Kath ako nalang hindi kase tinawag pa ko ni julia kanina may pinapakuha hindi na daw siya makababa.
Pag balik ko inaabot na ni Sandro kamay niya syempre hinawakan ko sheeems! Binitwan ko din agad yun pag sakay ko.
Nahihiya ako e haha! Nung mga unang okay okay pa kame hanggang sa time na napakapit kame. Kase biglang baba ganon.
Bigla akong binulungan ni sandro kung okay lang ba ako. I just nodded at him. Napapakapit nalang din ako minsan sa kanya kase bigla ngang parang sinasadya ni kuya driver na gawin yon.
Pero normal naman yon kaya ka nga sumakay ng ganon kase gusto mo ng adventure. 10 minutes na nakakalipas nakatayo pa din kame sa likod at nag tatawanan.
Na enjoy namin yung ride. Nakakapit lang ako kay sandro the whole time. Kase mahirap na baka ma out of balance pa ko mas nakakahiya.
After 1 hour natapos din yung rides. Si Chandria walang ginawa kundi tumawa at muntik mahulog pano nag phone alam ng ganon yung rides nag phone pa pero super alalay yung mga boys.
We also have picture na kuha ni Kath. Sabi ko sa kanya send niya sakin e ang cute kase. Nung pababa nako Sandro give me a hand syempre hinawakan ko.
Nakalimutan ko pa nga na hawak ko nung papalapit kame sa mga kaibigan namin. At syempre hindi mawawala ang asaran. (Facepalm)
"Hey are you okay? Why suddenly you became silent?" He asked me while we're walking. Syempre timulungan niya pa din akong makasakay.
"Harra talk to me please?" Sabi niya pa.
"Huh? I'm so sorry Sandro. I'm just to preoccupied again." I said totoo naman umaatake nanaman to.
But i smile to him to assure that I'm okay. But the truth is I'm not. I just don't like to ruined our mood because of me.
"Tell me i know You are not okay. I want to know you so please tell me." He said.
"Okay. I have anxiety lately." Sabi ko sa kanya. Tinignan ko siya nung bigla niyang inistop yung kotse sa gilid.
"How did you get anxiety? Tell me I'm not a good adviser but I'm a good listener." He look at me and smile to assure that he was going to listen.
"I was at my lowest point right now. Every one of them wants me to slide down i mean to get wrong. I got pressured of everything. My dad wants me to get married. My family they are always busy to i don't know. I always woke up crying why? I don't know. Lage akong nag ooverthink na baka ganto baka ganyan. Kanina lang masaya diba ngayon ganto naman. Kaya ayaw ko maging masaya e." Mahabang paliwanag ko nakikinig lang talaga siya.
Hindi ko namalayang umiiyak na pala ako kung hindi niya lang pinunasan yung luha ko tsaka ako niyakap
"shhh! Stop now you are not weak okay? You are strong enough. I believe in you." Pag papatahan niya.
I said sorry after that. Nakakahiya nag drama ako ng ganon. I got a message from my friends saying our next destination is yung Malacañang of the North.
Pero nagulat ako nung tinawagan niya si Dj para sabihing hindi na kame makakasama. Kath text me right away.
From: Babe Kath ❤
Babeee! You okay? Sabi ni Dj hindi ka daw okay? You want me to accompany you? Text me okay?
To: Babe kath ❤
Babe! I'm okay masakit lang katawan ko but pag naging okay ako balik kame jan.
I replied.
"So where are we going now?" I asked
sandro who's really focus on the road.
" We're going to eat anything you want. To ease your mind. Or if you want we can go somewhere else." He smiled again while holding my hands.
Now i don't know what to feel. Bukod ata sa may anxiety ako bipolar din ako. Haaaays! Nag start na siya mag drive ulit. We decided to call my friends if they want to join us and they say Yes.
I was in my room to get some stuff that i will bring like my other clothes because i know we will swim. Tanap Avis Fall here we comeeee!
Ng matapos ang lahat sa pag prepare ng gamit nila umalis na din kame. Si Sandro? Umuwi para kumuha ng extra clothes. Nasa bayan kame ngayon para bumili ng pwedeng kain like seafoods, mag iinihaw na bangus daw si Dj.
Nag text ako kay Sandro na sa public market na kame mag kita after 20 minutes nakita na namin siya
"Hey sorry I'm late!" He said and smile to everyone.
"No it's fine! We just decided to bring some foods. Takot kase silang magutom" sabi ko naman.
Tinitignan nila yung kamay namin mag kadikit nanaman. Sheeems! Sandro enebe. Haha
"Brooo! Wag ganyan nako ligawan mo muna yan" pang aasar ni dj sa amin. Nag tawanan naman lahat.
"Yeah right Marcos! You should court her first." Sabi ni Ria! Habang tinutusok tagiliran ko. Tinawag ako ni Kath na nasa malayo kase namimili siya ng bangus na maganda.
" I will bro I'm just worried about her that's why i always want to be with her all the time." Sabi ni Sandro then he look at me and smile.
Pag dating namin sa Tanap Avis Fall parang ayaw na namin umalis. Ang ganda naman dito sobra. Yung iba nag start mag picture yung iba naman nag start na mag pabaga ng apoy habang kame nag aayos ng mga gagamitin nila.
After an hour the food is already cooked. Everyone is hungry it's because almost 2 in the afternoon. After eating we just rest for a while and nag start na mag inom.
I just have ladies drink and Sandro on the other hand have his drink. Yung iba ayon nag babasaan na sila.
"Thank you for bringing us to this beautiful place. And thank you because you are here with me." I hold his hand and look into his brown eyes. I really appreciate his efforts just to make me happy.
"Nothing to worry about okay? Welcome i would like to stay by your side always." We just smiled at each other.
Kinuha niya yung phone niya to take some pictures. Ang dami at lahat yon ang ganda.
"Send it to me okay?" Sabi ko he just nodded. Tumayo nako para makasali sa kanila. Inaya ko na din siya. We just enjoy our trip with our friends.
Ang sweet kase ng mga boys sa mga partner nila. Ang saya kase no cameras, we don't need to pretend. Kame lang kase dito.
Almost 9 pm na kame nakaalis sa Tanap Avis Fall sobrang nag enjoy kame. This is what you call unexpected trip. Wala kase sa plano na mag ganto kaya yon sobrang na enjoy talaga namin.
Minsan din pala mas magandang unexpected nalang kesa naplano. Hinatid na muna namin si Sandro sa kanila para naman hindi na namin siya mahirapan.
"Thank you talaga Sandro. Thank you for making me happy." Nung maka baba na kame ng sasakyan. I just kiss him at his cheeks and nag goodbye na.
It's 9:30 pm already and some us already sleeping. But me i don't know why. Hindi ako makatulog iniisip ko yung kanina.
Ang sweet niya sakin in a different ways. Normal lang ba na hinahalikan ka sa noo pag natutuwa siya? I don't know but ayoko mag assume na baka may gusto siya?
From: Sandro Marcos
Hi! Are you sleeping already? I just want to tell you that I'm also happy.
He text me and just like that my heart beats fast maybe because his happy also. Hindi na ko nagreply inaantok na din kase ako. Sorry Sandro! Goodnight.
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