"Isi is something wrong?" Dahlia asks as I tentatively step out of my room and turn towards Thaddeus' room where Dahlia and Ixion stand guard, on the night shift. "No, I- I" I pause not knowing what I wanted, well in truth I know what I want but I don't know if this is a good idea at all - it isn't but I can't help my craving.
"I need to speak to Thaddeus, is he up?" letting a breath out as I ask, I need to try and soothe this aching in my bones for this male who has been avoiding me since my rejection of him. I know he wants me to stay away so he can get over me but I don't want to completely cut all ties from him, I want us to be - I don't know. But I know I want some closeness with him, it's selfish but it's the truth.
"He has been in his rooms for a few hour now so I am unsure, shall
