"Turn it off." His stern voice breaks through the silence of the room as we witness what's upon the screen; Alaric's birth. His strong cries had been shushed by a midwife but the camera had stayed on my pale, lifeless body that looks dead, my parents crying beside my body. Nobody moves to fulfil Thaddeus' order so he picks up the table and launches it at the TV "I said f*****g turn it off!" he snarls making me jump as I clutch over my heart. He says nothing more as he grasps my hand and pulls me into his side softly despite his furious actions he handles me with care as I silently tremble and cry. I had never seen the labour. I couldn't remember it, I only recall the initial first moments in the birthing room and Alaric's first cry but nothing else remains in my mind. Watching the vide

