I smother my lips in another coat of lipstick after I've redone my makeup, hiding the red splotches from my crying session as if it never happened - I wish it never happened.
I didn't think it was possible to feel anymore heart broken than I've been in the last few weeks but I've beaten my expectations. Now, I feel so utterly shattered by today's events I don't know what to do; Thaddeus f****d me then rejected me.
There was no love or intimacy pouring out from him during our mating, not like it used today. He was closed off and primal, he didn't even utter a word of love the whole time whilst I poured my heart out to him and begged him to make me his. All we did was f**k.
He has really treated me like the w***e everyone here believes me to be. He used me for s*x then walked away as if n
