I stay frozen against the wall, shocked at the emotions of Calliope. I cannot hate her because we are in similar positions; we both love the same male and we both know he's with another female. I don't know what I'm supposed to feel towards her, but in this moment I am guilty.
I am causing her pain, pain that she doesn't deserve because all she's done is love a male.
It's just unfortunate that she loves the same male I love because I am unable to let him go, I don't think I'll leave him so I'll forever cause her pain as well as myself, if she decides to stay with him.
In an ideal world she wouldn't be with him, she'd leave him but still he would have to have a female to make his mate so I'd still feel envy, guilt and sadness for that female.
I feel guilty because I'm hurting her and it
