King Mother POV
I fell numb.
Everything feels numb and not real.
I don’t really know if this is a nightmare or reality. I am almost waiting for some pink elephants to cross my path or a flying pig in the sky.
It can’t be real.
My Jonathan… where did he go?
When did he change?
How did I not notice?
Or did he not change and this really is a nightmare?
Maybe I will wake up and his handsome face will be right there smiling at me, soothing me, loving me.
Surely he isn’t gone.
Hendrik wouldn’t have allowed it…
I don’t know how many days I have been awake or even if I am awake.
There are always people around me right now trying to talk to me, be with me. I don’t know what to say to them. I don’t know what to do with them.
I can’t even contact my Lycan, Isabella. That surely pro
