Ocean Of Lies

Facing My Flashbacks

---FLASHBACK--- 

“RESPECT ME” Kris roared in my face  

“NEVER, YOU ARE NOT MY ALPHA” I yelled back  

“That may be darling, but you will be my chosen mate.” Kris said smirking 

“I WILL NEVER” I yelled louder  

“Oh, but you will darling, by the time I'm through with you, you will be begging me for more” Kris whispered in my ear while his hand trailed up my leg and I quickly pushed him away  

“Having a mate is something that is earned, I will never be yours” I answered quickly  

“Oh, where has your attitude gone darling? It's no fun if only one of us is playing” Kris said getting closer to me again, his eyes flashing black full of lust.  

“It's not a game Kris, and I'm not playing.” I said sternly hoping he would just let me go I turned my heel and walked towards the door.  

“Oh, but darling you are, you don’t have a choice.” Kris said using his wolf speed to slam the door closed and grabbing my hips at the same time. 

“Get off Kris” I said trying to push myself away again 

“Why don’t you just give in darling? It’s more fun for both of us when you do” Kris said running his hands over my back with his hands still on my hip. 

“You are already mated Kris; your wife feels everything” I answered short of breath  

“She knows everything to darling, And I won't be the only one having fun with you tonight, so make this easy, just give in so it doesn’t hurt...” Kris said getting close to my ear and kissing my neck  

“I will not submit to you!” I answered standing my ground as a small moan escaped my mouth  

“You may not, but your body will” Kris said in a low husky voice that turned me on 

“I will not submit” I said again in a lower voice trying to hold the moan in this time but even if I could, I could myself getting turned on, my body getting hot yet shivering under his touch, I know he can tell I am as a small amount of wetness exits my body on to my legs, Kris wouldn’t let me wear underwear, I was only allowed to wear short shorts and skirts, but never together. I had my legs crossed trying not to let him smell it  

“I can tell you are aroused darling, just give in and let me pleasure you...” Kris whimpered like a puppy; his hand traveling up my leg towards my core. I knew if I didn’t, he would take it by force. So, I did exactly what I needed to. Give in.  

“Okay Kris.” I said as a moan escaped my mouth  

“What was that?” Kris answered quickly with a little surprise in his voice 

“Okay, I give in. Please give it to me” I begged, trying to get this over with  

“Hold on a second” he said and left the room, locking the door as he went  

A few minutes passed before I heard any noise and suddenly the door was opened and it was Kris, and his wife.  

“Oh...” I said shockingly  

“Well, you can’t expect him to have all the fun, can you?” His wife replied, I didn’t know her name. We never talked much and when we did no one else was around.  

“So, what am I supposed to do?” I asked slowly confused 

“Well, here’s what's going to happen, you are going to give me what I want and she's going to watch until she wants to join” Kris said walking towards me taking his shirt off. For a man with such an ugly personality he did have a good body. This wasn’t the first time I have given in to Kris, there were times I didn’t and he forced me too anyways. Giving in was always best. It never hurt after. And sometimes I thought back to Jay while he did, that always made it easier.  

“Okay” I said quickly  

“Okay?” his wife answered  

“Yes, but only if I know your name” I said with confidence  

“Oh honey, its Cece.” She answered quickly.  

“Okay, Kris and Cece. I'm ready” I answered quickly and Kris wasted no time in taking advantage of the situation.  

----END FLASHBACK--- 

I was quickly drug away from my thoughts when Mindy came out of the bathroom to tell me the water was ready and Dr. Steph came in to wrap my arm and leg in plastic so I could shower I quickly wiped the tears from eyes and walked to the bathroom so the doctor could wrap my arm and leg and I could shower.  

“Honey are you okay?” Dr. Steph asked curiously  

“Yeah, I'm fine” I replied forcing a smile on my face.  

“You look like you have been crying dear...” Mindy said looking in my eyes  

“I’m fine.” I said again putting my foot down 

“Actually, can you guys give me a couple minutes? I’d like to sit in the shower by myself for a minute...” I replied quickly  

“Yeah, that’s fine just call me when you’re ready” Mindy responded and as I sat down 

“I will, Thank you.” I replied again. Letting the water hit every part of my body  

As soon as the door shut, I could feel the water wash over me, there were parts of my life I never wanted to remember. But the flashbacks keep coming and coming and soon enough I knew I would break; I was hoping I would be alone. I put up a good front in font of everyone else but inside I'm hurting so badly. I wish I could just rip my own heart out and die. The tears started coming and I couldn’t stop them, before I knew it was sobbing on the floor of this hospital shower hoping and praying to the goddess, I would heal from all this pain or she would take me away from all this pain.  

MINDYS P.O.V.  

When I shut the bathroom door, I stood there for a second and once I heard Willows body under the water I walked over to Ron and Jason who sat on the chairs by Willows bed and smacked them both upside the head.  

“What did you do?!” I yelled at them  

“What do you mean?” Ron asked giving me a confused look  

“Whatever you said to that poor girl made her cry!” I yelled back at them. 

“I think it started when you told her to have respect for you” Jason chimed in  

I smacked them both again. 

“OW!” They both yelled at me 

“OW is nothing!” I said sternly  

“You get your head out of your ass right now Ron Mitchel Keel!” I yelled at him  

“What did I even do?! I just told her to respect me!” He asked confused, I love this man but he is clueless sometimes  

“We have no idea what happened to her! You telling her to Respect you could have triggered something!” I yelled back at him walking over to the door to check on Willow.  

“I didn’t try to Mindy I'm sorry but Jason now that we have a minute with you!” Ron said focusing his attention on Jason 

“Oh no, what did you do?!” I said smacking him upside the head again.  

“OW” Jason said while holding the back of his head.  

“I need a hard hat when I'm around you.” He said gritting his teeth. 

“You both need to stop being so stupid!” I yelled at them both.  

“Jason, I heard Marissa out front with some other girls on my way to bring Willow some clothes...” Ron said and raised his eyebrows.  

“Oh yeah?” Jason said uninterested  

“How are things going with you guys?” I asked curiously, it wasn’t a secret that Jason and Willow got together as kids, or that Jason still had feelings for Willow now.  

“Eh...” Jason said not really interested in talking about it.  

“Okay, tell me what happened right now Jason Kyle Baldwin!” I yelled at him making him jump back and getting his full attention 

“Okay okay, geez. When I found out it was Willow and you left the first time to get her some clothes Willow and I, well things got a little intense.... And next thing I knew the girls came in and Marissa stood outside the door waiting for me to come out. Well next thing I know Jess started screaming at me and Willow about the encounter she and I had last time she was here.” Jason shrugged and put his head down but before he could continue, I cut him off  

“What happened the last time she was here?” I asked curiously raising my eye brows  

“Well, you see... um how do I put this; wel---” he said stuttering on his works  

“Well spit it out already!” Ron yelled  

“Okay, we had sex.” Jason said hanging his head  

“Okay.... continue....” I shrugged it off. They were kids. It was bound to happen.  

“So, after that happened the girls brought up Luka.” Jason started again but I was confused as to why they brought him up.  

“Why did they bring up Luka?” I asked quickly before he could speak again 

“Well Luka is the one that saved Willow and brought her here” Jason answered quickly before continuing.  

“And they were asking all sorts of questions like if Luka was her mate and how hot he is and how hot was it that he saved her. And she started exaggerating over every little thing and obviously I got upset about it but I think Willow could tell because she asked everyone if they would leave and they would catch up again tomorrow or something. After they left then Willow asked me if I was okay or whatever she said after that I was too busy in my own thoughts I barley remember, and basically, I told Willow that she still gets me... hot and heavy is a better way to put it and I know I still get her hot and heavy and she asked how and I told her----” Jason said with his head down before I cut him off  

“Okay, we know how men tell a woman is turned on, get to the point.” I said sternly nearly demanding  

“Anyways so she pushed away from me and I pulled her close again and then she said she wasn’t f*****g with the mate bond because she knows how important it is. And I said she wouldn’t be I would be and then she pushed me away again and laid on the bed so I went over to her and got on top of her but not like to where I was laying on her I was hovering and she pushed me off and that’s when I saw the door was cracked and Marissa was standing there but then I looked up and willow and her eyes flashed Purple and then next thing I knew she was seizing and blood was coming out of her nose so I pushed the button on the wall and everyone ran in here and that’s it.” Jason finished and finally looked me in the eyes.  

“Jason, I cannot believe you!” Ron yelled at him.  

“Get up.” I said to him 

“What?” He questioned me 

“Get. Up.” I demanded him. And he stood straight up without asking anymore questions he knew I was mad.  

“Down on your knees, Arms in the air.” I said to him.  

“I’m not a child anymore Aunt Mindy.” Jason said with a snobby tone.  

“You may not be a child but you are acting like one! Now down on your knees arms up!” I yelled at him  

“Okay, okay!” He answered and did what I said.  

“When I allow you to get up, you will go into the bathroom and apologize to Willow for how you acted!” I yelled at him again furrowing my brows so he knew I was mad 

“Okay Luna.” He answered and hung his head. Still keeping his arms above his head but never once meeting my gaze.  

“Aunt Mindy?” I heard a voice say from the bathroom  

“Oh, Willow are you ready?” I asked, I honestly completely forgot she was in the bathroom, after everything I heard from Jason, I was so fixated on being mad at him and punishing him for what he did I forgot. 

“Yes.” Willow said with a faint voice. I could tell she had been crying... It hurts my heart but after everything she’s been through, I understand why.... 

“I’m coming honey” I said walking towards the bathroom  

“Can I get up yet?” Jason asked watching me walk away  

“No!” I yelled back at him before walking into the bathroom  

“I’m sorry honey I was dealing with something.” I said as I walked into the bathroom seeing her sitting on the floor, I could tell there was something wrong.  

“It's okay, I like the alone time anyways...” Willow said her voice shallow.  

“Willow, if you want to talk about some of the things that happened, I am more than willing to listen but I also know a good person to talk to about your problems if you don’t feel comfortable talking to me about it....” I said reassuringly while shampooing her hair.  

“I don’t know, who really just wants to sit around and listen to stranger's problems all day?” Willow said giving me a confused eye raise  

“Well honey it's their job to do it. There's actually one here, if you want, I can set up a meeting? We could try it out and if you don’t like it, we can leave.” I said while rinsing out her hair  

“I mean, I guess that would be okay...” Willow said shrugging her shoulders.  

I could tell she wasn’t that into it, but it was worth a try, trying to get her to open up before taking her back to her parents might be the best thing, and from the way that infection looks. It may be a while before she can even go home...  

“Aunt Mindy?” Willow said looking up at me 

“I’m sorry honey I was zoned out, did you say something?” I asked nicely trying not to let her see the worry on my face. 

“I just asked when we would do the meeting?” Willow said looking at me with sad eyes.  

“Let me finish washing your hair and I'll let you be to wash your body, I’ll make a few calls see if we can’t get you one today” I said smiling at her, I knew I would be able to; but I didn’t want her to think they would do it just because I asked.  

“Okay Aunt Mindy” she said smiling, maybe she wanted to get help. Maybe she was struggling more then she let one, maybe she didn’t want anyone to see how broken she truly is.  

“Okay, all done honey. I'll be back in a few, okay?” I said drying my hands off. 

“Okay.” She replied just as I was walking out of the door.  

“Can I get up now?!” Jason asked with a hint of attitude 

“Keep back talking me boy. We will see if you set a new record!” I snapped back at him and he hung his head again. I may be Luna but I'm mate, mom, and aunt first and foremost.  I helped raise these kids and I'll be dammed if I am about to be disrespected. Luna or not.  

“I have to make a call; I'll be back in about 20. Do not let him get up. “  I said to Ron while I was walking towards the door.  

“Okay” he said to me and just shot me this confusing look 

“Hey, its Mindy” I said as the other line answered.  

“Hey honey how are you?” Lena said.  

“I’m good actually, but I need you today, can we make that happen?” I asked nicely.  

“Yeah, I can come to my office today, Is it for you or someone else?” Lena answered curiously  

“I can explain when you get here but not over the phone okay? Meet me in your office in say 20 minutes?” I ask her 

“Okay, be there in 20!” Lena says and hangs up.  

I walk back into the room and what I see is something I never thought I'd see again. Willow is sitting on the bed laughing with Ron and Jason while he tells them stories about what has happened over the last 5 years. For a second, I thought maybe I saw two kids and their uncle just having fun. Like nothing else in the world matter and nothing bad had happened yet.  

“Jason you may stand” I said as I entered the room and it went quiet.  

“I think now may be a good time for you two to talk, Willow I'll be back in a few minutes to take you to that meeting...” I said looking between the two and walking towards the door.  

“I think that’s my cue, I'll tell you everything later Willow.” Ron said as he stood from his chair and walked towards the door.  

“Promise?” Willow said with her puppy dog eyes.  

I could see that Ron was shocked by that comment, he just stood there. Frozen. He didn’t move like almost he saw a ghost. Which we have so that didn’t make much sense. I nudged him a bit  

“Oh yeah, I promise Willow” He said and walked out of the door, I rolled my eyes and closed it behind me. Hopefully whatever happens in that room, They both get the closure they need.