Ocean Of Lies

Noah pt 3

WILLOW'S P.O.V.    

“You are so right Noah; it longs for you. I need you. I want you! Take me right here right now” I yelled affectionately steeping into to him; before swiftly pulling out my knife and jamming it right into his rib cage. He left out a large roar that shook the pack grounds. Everyone came running to see what it was about. Mindy, Ron. Alex (my mom) and James (my dad). And everyone that was surrounding the bushes as well. Including Sam, Jen, Jess, Megan, and Alyssa. Luka and Jason were running out the door before anyone even got to us. Some of the guards showed up in wolf form which took me by surprise.  

“WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE!” Mindy yelled in her Luna voice.  

“Luna” I said and bowed my head, Jamming the knife further in between 2 of his ribs.  

“Noah here, just admitted to kidnapping” I said while still holding my knife 

“Noah. Is this true?” My mom yelled in her Luna voice.  

“What? She's lying! She's crazy! She stabbed me!” Noah yelled trying to defend himself 

“That’s funny, cause it’s all on tape Noah” Sam said with a smirk pulling up the footage. They taped a camera and microphone onto one of the cars.  

“GUARDS! Take Noah to the dungeon! That’s an order!” Ron yelled in his Alpha voice 

“WAIT!” I yelled as they were dragging him away and everyone watched as I ran over to him and the guards turned him around 

“Let's get one thing straight Noah, you tried to break me, and it didn’t work. You tried to claim me, and it didn’t work. You gave me to your f*****g brother, and even he couldn’t break me. Despite his best efforts. I will not fall to the likes of the halfmoon pack. You will forever fail. And if you ever try to come for me again.” I said sternly and paused to grab my knife 

“I will kill you, the same way I killed your brother, and the same way he branded me. By the likes of this silver knife.” I said ripping it out of him making him scream again 

“Yeah, scream for me darling” I said standing up and walking away 

I am done letting these people control my life. I thought Noah was kind but apparently you can’t trust anyone these days. I thought Luka and I killed all of halfmoon. But I was wrong. If there was one there was bound to be more. And when they came. I would be ready. And this knife will be what I use to take down every single one of those motherfuckers. It started with their Alpha. And it will end with every other Halfmoon member I come across. I finished cutting off the piece of dress that Noah had already cut, then I used it to wipe the blood off the blade of MY knife.  

“Willow, how did you learn to do that?” My mom asked me 

“Honestly?” I asked and she nodded  

“Luka” I said smiling and looking at him 

“I can already guess where you the knife but just for my own peace of mind, where did you get the knife?” My dad asked slowly 

“It was Kris’s, he used it to brand me, I used it to kill him. And if Noah dies. He dies at my hand. With this knife” I said sternly  

“But why?” Mindy asked me curiously. 

“Because, this knife was used to try and destroy what little of my life I had control over. I was told if I didn’t do this or that then he would use the knife. When Luka freed me the first thing we did was went to Kris and Cece, so Luka could keep up the façade and I could grab the knife. It was my one request. While Luka was talking to Kris and Cece in the other room I grabbed the knife off the desk. When Kris came close, I slit his throat and Luka killed Cece. I then used the knife whenever I had to, to get out of that house. And I vowed to use it on any Halfmoon member that came after me. Noah is included.” I explained  

“I understand, it's about taking control of something you fear” Luka said wrapping his arms around me.  

“Okay everyone. Shows over. Jackson and Carson. You're on dungeon duty. No one goes in or out unless it is cleared with me first. Understood?” Ron yelled.  

“Understood Alpha Sir!” They yelled in unison and walked off 

“Willow, Luka. Go shower. Get some sleep. Noah will still be alive by morning and if he’s not, well then he died by the knife.” Mindy said slowly  

“Thank you” I said quickly turning my heel to walk away  

“Not so fast” My mom said stopping me in my tracks 

“Whose idea was this?” My mom asked concerned 

“Mine” I stated bluntly 

“Willow we just got you back! What would have happened if you didn’t have that knife on you! What would have happened if you were killed this time! You aren’t thinking like a Luna!” Alex yelled desperately at me.   

“Alex, I understand your concerns but I had it under control. I promise everything happened like it was supposed to. And I was thinking like a Luna. Strong and proud and protecting the people I care about. The people I love. I’m not some shy 14-year-old anymore. I'm almost an adult. Yes, I put myself in danger, but if I didn’t put myself in it. Maybe it would have caught me off guard. Maybe it would have been way worse. But I knew everyone was where they needed to be, and if something went wrong, I would have had back up” I explained slowly  

“And where were you Luka?! Why didn’t you talk her out of this!” My mom yelled at him 

“I tried to Ma’am, but I was chained to a wall in the hospital. I forbid her from doing it, but Willow is her own strong and powerful person. I don’t know what I could have done to get her to stop. I wasn’t happy about it either; but in the end she is right. It was in a controlled environment and she had plenty of help just in case. I for one am proud of her.” Luka said defending me 

“She will make a fine Luna one day, Sir” Sam said finally speaking up 

“What do you mean Sam?” My dad said quickly  

“She was barking orders left and right. The cam and mic were my doing but she was doing this weather anyone was with her or not. I stood by her side just as I would for any of you. She knew what she was doing. She had a plan and everyone had a place if something went wrong. She handled herself perfectly. The way a Luna would” Sam said standing his ground, defending something that would normally get him killed.  

“You are ready to be a Luna Willow?” My dad asked me 

“I am not ready to be a Luna, there is so much more to it. But I am ready to learn” I answered swiftly  

“6 am. On the training field. ALL OF YOU” My dad said and everyone groaned.  

“To bed!” my dad shouted making everyone move but myself 

“What are you waiting for I said to bed!” My dad yelled again everyone turning around to look at us 

“Say please” I said sternly 

“What?” My dad asked shocked. 

“Say please and I'll go to my room. Don’t and I'll stand here all night until I feel like it” I answered respectfully  

“Willow” Luka said trying to get me to come on, I put my hand up to him. 

“Grownups are talking” I said quickly 

“I told you, you'll get used to it” Jason snickered 

“Willow, please. Go to your room” My dad said pleading with me 

“Okay, goodnight” I said and skipped off  

“Man, she is just like a Luna, it’s all you!” I heard my dad yell at my mom 

“I’m not the difficult!” She yelled back 

“You forgot you were on bedrest Alex! My dad yelled again 

“Oh my goddess I forgot! Hold it over my head for the rest of my life why don’t you!” my mom yelled  

“She is so stubborn like you!” My dad yelled.  

“Get over it!” My mom yelled again walking into the pack house.

After a few minutes of walking everyone else headed into my room Luka and I were just a little behind Luka suddenly grabbed my waist and pushed me against the wall.  

“Luka!” I squealed  

“Willow, when I tell you no. You listen to me” Luka said pushing his body into me  

“I was fine” I said sarcastically and rolled my eyes 

“I don’t care if you were fine Willow. I told you no and you disobeyed me” Luka said in a stern yet seductive voice. I could feel his general harden and my core was burning. I wanted him. I needed him. 

“Luka” I said breathlessly  

“Willow. You disobeyed me” Luka said pulling his face closer to mine as his hand trailed up my body 

“You shouldn’t have told me no.” I said defensively 

“Shhh grownups are speaking” Luka said wrapping his hand around my throat, not in a I'm going to hurt you type of way but a turn on way.  

“Luka” I said as my breathe caught in my throat 

“Shh, I talk. You listen” Luka said tightening his grip, I nodded my head in agreement 

“When I tell you no, you listen. You don’t chain me to a wall and do as you please. You are mine Flower. And I will not have you putting yourself in danger. You do not disobey me.” Luka said sternly hand still around my throat but loosening his grip a little so I could respond, now that my core was on fire and he was as hard as a rock. 

“Do you understand?” Luka said seductively  

“Yes” I answered quickly  

“Yes what?” Luka asked quickly  

“Yes Love” I answered shakily  

“I was actually looking for Sir, but I guess that works to” Luka said releasing his grip on my throat but still at face-to-face level. I wanted him. So badly. I wanted him to kiss me and to love me and to want me. I knew he wanted me, that was pretty obvious but I wanted him to want me want me.  

“Luka?” I whispered  

“Yes flower?” Luka said smirking  

“Kiss me” I whispered again  

“No” Luka said and slowly pulled away  

“What?” I asked confused  

“Willow you went through something traumatic. I don’t want our first kiss or our first time together to be in a hospital. Yeah, I'll tease the crap out of you and expect you’ll do the same to me but I want it to be perfect” Luka said backing up and sticking his hand out for me to take it. 

“I’m sure you can find someone else if you don’t want to wait” Luka said shakily  

“No Luka. I want you.” I said quickly and grabbed his hand 

“Okay than, lets join the others” Luka said stepping forwards dragging me with him. All of this and I don’t even get a kiss?! What the f**k is this bullshit.  

LUKA’S P.O.V. 

After holding Willow against the wall basically like putty in my hands, I knew she was turned on. As was I, I wanted to take her right then and there but that’s not how I wanted things to be. I wanted her to feel a loving touch and be loved like she should be. Bad stuff happened to her but I wanted to show her that’s not who I was.  

“There you guys are!” Jess yelled as we walked into the room 

“What the f**k?” Luka asked looking at Jason. His eyes were black but not with anger. And Willow realized as soon as I said it. Jess and Willow shared a look for a split second and she elbowed Jason in the ribs 

“Huh? Sorry dude” Jason said with a smirk  

“The f**k was that about?” I asked sharp 

“Oh, I think you know” Jason said smirking again. Jess literally face palmed and slapped him upside the head 

“I'm a man Jess! I can't help it!” Jason yelled holding the back of his head 

“You were lusting over Willow?!” I shouted  

“Well kind of!” Jason yelled back  

“What the f**k dude” I shouted angrily stepping towards him  

“I could smell she was aroused dude! I can’t f*****g help this s**t!” Jason said standing up stepping towards Luka 

“Control yourself!” I screamed in his face 

“Yeah, you’re one to talk dude” Jason screamed right back  

“Willow is MINE” I growled.  

“You think I don’t know that?! I don’t try to have these thoughts!” Jason sneered 

“guys” a faint yell came from beside us.  

“If you can’t not think about Willow like that then you don’t need to be around her” I growled  

“Guys!” The faint voice said a little louder  

“Willow told me her boundaries, but they didn’t matter when we were the ones cuddling and you were so far away!” Jason screamed in my face. I clenched my fist and was ready to fight.  

“Neither of you are even thinking about Willow! You are both acting like Children!” Jess yelled pushing us both away from each other 

“Where is Willow?” I asked panicked as I looked around the room.  

“You guys being f*****g idiots started giving her flashbacks and panic attacks. So, I took her somewhere safe.” Jess said crossing her arms 

“Where is she?!” I yelled quickly  

“No. On your knees now!” Jess yelled  

“I don’t have to listen to you” I scoffed  

“ON YOUR KNEES” A booming voice yelled coming in the door  

“What?” I asked confused and looked around Jess to see my dad.  

“NOW” He yelled again making Jason and I get down on our knees.  

“ARMS UP” He yelled again  

“We aren't children!” I yelled  

“You act like a child you will be treated like a child!” He yelled again.  

“What happened?” He asked calmly  

“Luka started freaking out about something I have no control over.” Jason answered quickly  

“YOU WERE LUSTING OVER WILLOW!” I yelled sharply  

“I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER THAT!” Jason yelled back  

“SILENCE!” My father yelled angrily  

“Jason, do I need to get your father in here as well?” He said sternly. And before anyone could respond the door opened and in came Jasons father.  

“Boy” His dad said standing next to mine. Crossing his arms.  

“Dad” Jason said putting his head down 

“So, what happened?” Jasons dad asked. His name was Mike. But he was also a beta. My dad’s beta. They have been friends for forever. So, when my father Ron became Alpha, he chose Mike as his Beta.   

“I was unintentionally lusting over Willow” Jason responded 

“Again, with Willow, you are mated Jason! Willow was a 14-year-old girl, who by the way has enough going on in her life without you causing problems with Luka” Mike yelled again 

“But, in the same respect Mike. Hes a boy. If Willow was in anyway elated Jason would be able to tell. As well as any male wolf around. Not as strong to any of them but since Willow and Jason had s*x when they were younger, it would be stronger to him or anyone else she has slept with” My dad joined in.  

“We may have had our problems in the past but that doesn’t give our children a right to repeat it. Wait you had s*x with Willow” Mike said, you could basically see the steam coming out of his ears  

“We were kids dad!” Jason yelled quickly defending himself 

“Wait what do you mean, you guys had the same problem?” I asked quickly trying to change the subject  

“Yes son, we weren’t always parents or Alpha’s and Beta’s. We were kids and teenagers just like you. Just trying to find someone to bide the time till we found our mate. Mike, had his eye on your mom for a while and finally got a date with her. Soon after that they started dating and the day, I turned 18 I knew she was my mate. Just like you know Willow is yours. It makes sense to be protective over her. You don’t want anything to happen to her again. And as a wolf we are all protective about our mates. But the truth is. Mindy didn’t turn 18 for another 4 months after I did. And when I tried to talk to Mike about it, we got into a fight. And didn’t talk for the next 4 months. Until Mindy made us sit down and talk. The day before her 18th birthday, when she found out I was her mate she left Mike and stayed single for a while. Like a year or 2 after. She knew I was her mate and I knew she was mine. But we respected each other and after Mike had found Lizzy, he wasn’t mad about Mindy and I anymore. We started going on double dates and hanging out all the time. But whenever Mindy would get elated, he could tell and it always made me angry to. The one night we got into a pretty nasty fight and both girls left together. They didn’t talk to us for 2 months and even left the pack and stayed with Alex and James. When they finally felt able to talk to us again, we drove out to meet them. It took Mike and I a while to get over what happened but it fades over time. It's just new to Jason so he doesn’t quite understand it.” My father explained to me, by the time he was done Jason and I were so shocked and speechless.  

“Back to the real thing. You had s*x with Willow?! Of all people her!” Mike yelled at Jay 

“Excuse me?” I asked sharply  

“Was I talking to you?” He shot a glare at me 

“No, but Willow was always beautiful. I was jealous that Jason even got to date her when he was younger, knowing they had s*x makes me angry but also a little envious” I said calmly  

“Willow is a very pretty girl. But Marissa is so much better looking and you barley gave her the time of day!” Mike spouted again  

“Thats my mate you are talking about” I said standing up with a low growl  

“I don’t care who she is. Jason is better off with Marissa” Mike stepped to me.  

“Marissa said she wished Willow had died. That she was better off with Kris and Cece. That she would kill her herself. You think she is better for your son than a woman who did everything she could to keep herself alive and came out stronger in the end, Willow will always be better than Marissa. I should know. I f****d her, and she was nothing but an easy lay” I growled and smirked  

“She would never” Mike said speechless.  

“Ask her yourself, since you put her so high up on a petal stool, she’s not a good girl. Shes not sweet and innocent. Almost seems as if you have a fascination with her” I said smirking slowly walking towards him  

“Just what are you trying to say” Mike sneered 

“I think you are sleeping with Marissa.” I said bluntly  

“What the f**k?!” Jason yelled standing to his feet 

“That’s ridicules Mike would neve---” My father started to say before looking over at Mike. 

“I knew things were bad between you and Lizzy but sleeping with your sons' mate!” My father yelled  

“What the f**k is happening right now! Are you sleeping with Marissa?! ARE YOU SLEEPING WITH MARISSA!!” Jason yelled stepping to Mike and pushing him back  

“Son” Mike mustered  

“Are you f*****g kidding me, you piece of f*****g shit.” Jason said slamming his dad into the wall.  

“You give me so much s**t about how I should be there for her and she's going through a tough time and I need to focus on her and just end my f*****g friendship with Willow because she isn’t worth my relationship over!?” Jason screamed holding his dad against the wall.  

“ENOUGH!” I yelled in my Alpha voice. Even though I wasn’t an Alpha yet. I still had the booming voice like one. Meanwhile Jess is just standing there confused at everything that is happening around her. Jason slowly backed down. Head down but I could just barely see the rage in his eyes. I knew what I had to do and I hated having to do it.

“Jess, go get willow” I stated putting my head down 

“I am not bringing her into this s**t show” Jess stated standing her ground 

“It wasn’t a question. It was an order” I yelled and she scurried off into the hallway.  

“Jason, you need to calm down it's not a big deal” Mike said and was quickly met with Jasons hand around his throat  

“Stop f*****g talking Mike!” I yelled  

“I am a f*****g Beta. I am the f*****g Beta. I will not be treated this way!” Mike yelled  

“To bad he’s your son and this is a family matter, technically Alpha Ron nor I can get involved.” I stated. I knew the laws. My dad stood there watching, observing everything that is happening.  

“Jason, I’m asking nicely as a friend for you to let your father go” I said calmly  

“He f****d my Mate!” Jason roared 

“I know, but at some point, in your life you have to ask yourself. Am I mated to a wolf, or an onion?” I stated quickly thinking the first thing that popped into my head.  

“What the f**k does an onion have to do with this?!” Jason asked confused.  

“I don’t know man I'm just trying to f*****g Stall!” I yelled back  

“Stall for what?!” Jason yelled quickly  

“That” I said as the door opened and there stood a very sad, teary-eyed Willow. Her eyes were red and her checks were puffy, so I knew she was crying over what had unfolded earlier  

“What the f**k is happening?!” Willow asked looking between all of us 

“I need you to calm Jason down and I will explain later” I said quickly  

“What do you mean? Aren't you just going to freak out again?” Willow asked with her arms crossed  

“I will keep myself calm, or I will leave if it becomes too much. Right now, Jason is my main priority” I said calmly  

“Okay” Willow said walking towards him. She wasn’t even touching him and I was already pissed off. I knew this was going to be harder than I wanted it to be.