Ocean Of Lies

The first time pt2

JASON'S P.O.V. 

“Hey beautiful” I said coming up behind Willow and wrapping my arms around her 

“Jay! Shut up” Willow said pushing me off and motioning to her dad 

“They are too busy talking grown-up to even realize” I chuckled 

“We can still hear you” James said glaring at Jason 

“Sorry sir” I said and put my head down.  

“Willow darling. Go have fun and we will see you tonight at dinner, okay?” Alex said giving me a wink 

“Thanks, mom” Willow said walking over to her and giving her and James a hug and then out the other side of the crowd, which then meant I would have to go through it to get to her.  

“Touch my daughter and I will kill you,” James said grabbing my arm and making me stop 

“You will do no such thing! They are kids and in love! Leave them be!” Mindy said slapping James’s hand off of me 

“You go have fun. But remember to use protection” Mindy said winking at me and patting me on the back  

“Don’t give the boy any more ideas!” James yelled at Mindy 

“You watch your tone with me. They are kids. I am sure you and Alex were both having s*x at 14  

“I was having s*x at 13” Alex chimed in which shocked me. And almost everyone else  

“I still don’t want Willow to” James said glaring at me 

“Okay, on that note. Jason get out of here” Mindy yelled at me 

“Thanks” I said walking forwards 

By the time I had pushed my way through the Alpha’s and their families. Along with the Betas and Gamma’s. I had finally set my eyes on Willow. But she was already with everyone else and soon behind me was Luka.  

“Hey buddy,” Luka said with a smirk patting me on the back 

“Hey” I said lowly  

“Aw, don’t be sad. I’m sure you’ll get some alone time with her soon enough” Luka said with another smirk walking towards her 

“Hey Willow” Luka said with a smile  

“Oh, Hi Luka” Willow said rolling her eyes.  

“Oh, what no hug for me?” He said quickly  

“Do you really want one or are you just going to make fun of me for being so short again?” Willow snapped back 

“A little bit of both?” Luka said jokingly  

“Willow, why don’t you and Luka go to lunch” James said walking up from behind me with Ron.   

“Yeah, that’s a really good idea. Since you both are of Alpha blood you guys can get to know one another more.” Ron agreed 

“Oh my god. They are 14 and 15. Stop bugging them with their Alpha and Luna duties so young!” Mindy said putting her hand on my shoulder. Mindy knew I loved Willow and how important this weekend was to me. I have always told her everything since my mom has been in a bit of depression lately.  

“No, it's okay. I’d love to have lunch with Luka. Anything for you daddy” Willow said with a forced smile  

“Wonderful! Luka here’s my card. I expect to hear great things afterword's” Ron said handing Luka his credit card 

“Nothing but the best sir” Luka said putting his arm around Willow 

“Take her shopping while you guys are out. Show her what our small town has to offer” Ron said with a smile.  

“Of course, sir. Perfect behavior.” Luka said with a smile.  

“Off you go now” James said smirking at me. 

“You boys are ridiculous. If you think she will end up with Luka by you guys forcing her to spend time with him. You are wrong” Mindy said turning her heal and walking away 

“Now that we are alone Jason, I think you and I should have a little chat” James said smiling and putting his arm around my shoulder leading me into the packhouse.  

“Listen son, I know you like Willow, but I also know she is too young for boys. You will realize this is all for the better.” James said to me lowly as we walked through the packhouse into Ron’s office 

“So, throwing her at Luka was better? You know she hates him, right?” I asked confused  

“That's why we made them go to lunch together, eventually Luka and Willow will take their places as Alpha and Luna in our separate packs. They need to learn to get along now so we don’t have problems in the future.” Alpha Ron said to me 

“So, you keep me, her best friend. Away from her only to give her to someone who makes fun of her daily. Sounds like a sound plan” I scoffed 

“Son you will understand when you are older. When Willow is old enough to make her own choices then I will not interfere in her life. But right now, she is a child and I do not want her making a mistake she regrets later in life” James said to me 

“Isn’t the whole point of being a parent letting your child make mistakes so they can learn from them? You can’t shelter her forever. Eventually, she will make a mistake and she will learn from it and do better next time.” I said defensively  

“The whole point of being a parent is to protect your child. You don’t want them to get hurt. And I fear that things between you and Willow will end badly. Jay, you have always been like a son to me. You are Willows's best friend and I just want to make sure you are thinking things through, if things do end badly between you and Willow you will lose her as a friend. Not to mention if you were to break her heart. Things would end badly for you.” James said grabbing my shoulder.  

“What is going on in here?!” Mindy yelled as she slammed open the door  

“Are you trying to scare him into stay away from our daughter?” Alex asked confused  

“No, not at all. I was just explaining things to him” James said with a smile 

“With all due respect sir. Willow and I have already talked about things, and if anything ever happened it would be a mutual agreement between us both. I would never force Willow into something she wouldn’t want to do. Nor would I ever disrespect her. If something were to happen between Willow and I, and it ends badly and she feels as if it was a mistake then she would learn from it. As would I. but we would never stop being friends. It may be weird at first but Willow is the most amazing person I have ever met and no one will ever compare to her. From her personality to her beauty. You are rising one hell of a woman sir. Honestly sir. I’ve liked Willow for a long time. I feel as if I may even be in love with her. You stopping me from even trying things out with her is where you are wrong. You aren’t just hurting me but Willow in the process. As she has already expressed her feelings towards me last time you guys were here and through text and phone calls every day. I can show you if you would like to see them” I said respectfully  

“Please do” Mindy said with her arms crossed in a cold tone.  

‘Hey Jay 

‘Hey Willow, I’m a little busy right now can we talk later?’  

‘Actually, I need to say this right now before I chicken out.’ 

‘Okay, is everything okay?’ 

‘Yeah, well kind of? There’s just something I need to get off my chest’ 

‘Okay, what's up?’ 

‘Jay for a really long time we have been so close. I spend all of my time with you it makes everyone else jealous. But honestly, it makes me jealous when you hang out with other people when I'm there. I can’t ever stop thinking about you and what you might be doing. On top of struggling to discover myself I can't help but discover new feelings for you that I never had before. On top of everything else then Alyssa texted me with some bullshit saying you guys slept together? And that you slept with Megan too? I was legit on the phone with Jess and about had a mental breakdown over it and we aren’t even together. Jess told me I need to tell you how I feel. So here it is. I like you, Jay. More than friends.’ 

‘Wow, Willow I had no idea you felt that way about me. I want you to know I haven’t actually slept with anyone. Girls have tried I just don’t care for them like that. I always thought if it was going to be with anyone it would be with you. I like you to Willow and have for a really long time.’  

‘Why didn’t you tell me you i***t!’ 

Cause I didn’t think you felt that way about me.’ 

‘Well I do!’  

‘I know that now’ 

‘Okay well I should let you get back to what you were doing, I’ll see you tomorrow okay?’ 

‘Okay’ 

“So I see.” James said handing my phone back to me 

“I never once pushed Willow for anything. She told me herself.” I said locking my phone and putting it away 

“So you admitted to wanting to have s*x with my daughter?” James said glaring at me 

“He's a teenage boy! Just be glad he only wants to with Willow and he’s not out f*****g every she-wolf in the pack” Mindy yelled smacking James upside the head 

“You are free to go, Jay, Go spend some time with Willow. Make her happy” Alex said patting me on the back  

“Thank you, Luna” I responded  

“It's Alex.” She smiled as I walked out the door, Instantly I heard screaming from in the office as I closed the door. They may be Alpha’s but nothing is scarier than two pissed-off Women.  

“Hey your back!” I said walking out of the packhouse doors. 

“Yeah, and I would really love to spend time with just you” Willow said with a smile 

“Everything okay?” I asked quickly looking over at Luka 

“Luka didn’t do anything wrong. I just need to get away from everything” Willow assured me 

“Then let's go,” I said and took her by the hand leading her farther up into the woods.  

“Where are we going?” Willow asked  

“We are almost there” I smirked looking back at her.  

A little while later we reached the big lake with the bench/bed Luka and I carved. I pushed aside the tree branches and motioned for Willow to go ahead of me and her eyes lit up like the stars when she saw everything.  

“This is beautiful” Willow said walking over the bench/bed and gliding her hand across it 

“Did you make this?” She asked  

“Luka helped” I smiled  

“It's beautiful. It all is.” Willow smiled at me pulling me closer to her.  

“Willow” I said quickly  

“Shh, just hold me for a while” She replied.  

I pulled out the blankets and pillow and laid them down on the bench thing. The condom fell out onto the ground and willow looked at it and then again at me and between the two of us quickly. I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t even move. Willow just stood there confused and shocked for a second when everything clicked  

“Jay” Willow said with a smile  

“It was as a just in case?” I said shyly  

“Jay” Willow said with a smile again 

“I’m sorry okay, I just wanted tonight to be. Perfect.” I said hanging my head 

“You are such an i***t” Willow said and picked it up off the ground and tucked it in her back pocket pushing me down onto the bed  

“What?” I asked confused  

“Just hold me” Willow said with a smile.  

We laid there for a while. Looking at the stars in silence. Willows's head was on my chest and my arm was wrapped around her. I felt her start to shiver so I grabbed the other blanket it and threw it over us. For a short while, we sat there. I pulled out a knife and she looked at me confused. I carved W.H+J.R. into the side of the bed/bench and she looked at me and smiled before laying her head back down on my chest. 

“Jay?” Willow asked looking up at me 

“Yeah?” I asked quickly looking down at her 

“Kiss me you i***t” she said smiling  

She didn’t have to tell me twice. Before I could even think about what was happening Willow had moved on top of me without breaking our kiss. Neither of us could pull away as we slowly ran out of air. Before I knew what was happening Willow was grinding on top of me and I could feel myself harden. I had thought about this day for a long time, and I didn’t want to rush anything. Finally, Willow had pulled herself away to breathe. 

“Jay” she said breathlessly  

“Yeah?” I asked quickly  

“I want you” she said catching her breath 

“Willow” I said as my breath caught in my throat 

She pulled me back into our kiss this time unbuttoning my shirt.  

“Willow, are you sure this is what you want?” I asked pulling away a bit  

“Jason, stop asking me questions and give me what I want” Willow demanded  

As soon as she said that it was like overdrive. Her demanding me made me even harder. We started ripping each other clothes off before we stopped, we were both in our underwear. Willow was wearing a black lacy bra with black lacy underwear. I stopped and took her in for a second  

“Why are you looking at me like that?” She asked lowly  

“I just want to remember this forever,” I said with a smirk  

“Oh shut up” She said pushing me back she started to kiss my neck. She got to one part of my neck where my mark would go eventually and bit it just a little making a moan escape my mouth. I heard her giggle.  

“Oh that’s funny?” I asked quickly  

“A little yeah” she said lowly biting it again making me moan a little louder.  

“Okay your turn” I said flipping her over so that I was on top 

“What are you---” She started to say before I started kissing her neck making her moan in return. She tried to hold it in but it didn’t work very well. I kissed her entire body. Bit and nibbled on other parts. I pulled her underwear down and looked at her perfect body one last time. 

“Will you stop doing that? It makes me self-conscious” she said bluntly  

“What do you have to be self-conscious about?” I asked quickly moving my hand up her legs  

“I don’t like the way I look so please stop st---” She started to say and was cut off as I inserted a finger inside of her. Making her jolt back at the sudden entry and a moan escape her lips  

“Warn me next time” She yelled at me. 

“What's that?” I asked moving my hand a little faster making her moan louder and breathe heavier.  

“I’m sorry I can't understand you through the moans and gasps” I said as I felt her inner walls clench around my fingers. I knew she was close to climaxing so I slowed down my pace 

“I hate you” She moaned  

“You do not” I said moving a little faster  

“Oh god Jason!” She yelled as she climaxed  

“Scream my name” I said with a smirk removing my fingers.  

“Give me what I want” She demanded.  

“Beg for it?” I asked with a smirk  

“No, give it to me now Jason” She demanded again  

“This is probably going to hurt” I said repositioning myself between her legs  

“I know” Willow said quickly as I slowly pushed myself inside of her.  

“f**k” I moaned a bit as I got the tip in  

“What's wrong?” Willow asked confused  

“Nothing is wrong Willow.” I said with a smirk  

“Oh?” she asked confused  

“Okay, I'm just going to go for it okay?” I said quickly and without giving her a chance to respond I shoved myself inside of her feeling her tense up completely and wince at my sudden movement.  

“Hey it's okay, the worst part is over, okay? And I won't move unless you tell me it's okay to” I said shifting my body so that we were face to face I watched as tears fell from her eyes and quickly wiped them away. We sat there for a few minutes before her body started to untense and fill with pleasure again. 

“I think you can move now” she said with a smile 

“You sure? It might still hurt but not as bad until it turns into pleasure.” I assured her 

“I’m sure.” she responded.  

I slowly started to move in and out, every time I did, I watched her face as she winched in pain until finally, she left out a soft moan instead, I took this as it didn’t hurt anymore and picked up my pace just a little, as her moans filled the woods surrounding us. I was trying my best to stay silent; this was until she bucked her hips upwards making herself take me in fully. I left out a moan. 

“What’s wrong Jay?” Willow asked with a smirk  

“Nothing is wrong. I was just trying to listen to you. I didn’t want to hurt you again” I said reassuring her  

“Jay, the worst part is over. I want you to enjoy this to” She whispered pulling me in closer  

“I know. And I am, more than you can tell” I said slowly thrusting 

“Then show me” she said with a smirk  

“What?” I asked confused  

“Let me take control” Willow said quickly  

“Oh. Okay" I said rolling us over so she was on top.  

“Do you know what you're doing?” I asked confused  

“Will you just relax,” she said putting her hand on my chest and moving her hips back and forth. I moaned deeply as I could feel myself hitting the very back of her, making her moan in return. Just then I realized something we both completely forgot about.  

“Willow” I said breathlessly  

“Yea?” She asked quickly in between moans 

“We forgot the condom” I said quickly  

“Oh f**k!” she said getting off so I could put it on 

“There” I said as I put it on.  

“Lay down” She demanded  

“No” I said pulling her on top of me and lowering her back down on my d**k  

“Jay” She moaned  

“Yes?” I said tauntingly while moving her up and down 

“This was supposed to be making you feel good” She answered breathlessly  

“Believe me. It feels good” I moaned as I pushed her down making her take in all of me 

“Oh f**k” She yelled quickly as I felt her walls start to tighten  

“What's wrong baby?” I asked breathlessly thrusting her up and down just a little harder and faster  

“I think” She moaned  

“I think I'm going to c*m” she moaned faster, her breath heavy her body on fire. Her walls tightening around my hard c**k. 

“c*m for me baby” I whispered in her ear-grabbing wrapping my hand around her throat and my other arm around her back pulling her in close and thrusting in deeply  

“f**k Jason” She yelled as she exceeds her pleasure.  

I kept moving slowly letting her ride out her first real orgasm until she could barely talk or move. I released my grip on her neck and left her slowly steady her breathing.  

“f**k Jay” she said as she caught her breath  

“What?” I asked with a smirk  

“How did you learn how to do that?” She asked quickly  

“I didn’t, I just thought it was a good idea at the moment” I responded  

“Oh okay.” She answered kissing my neck  

“You ready to continue?” I asked with a slight chuckle that quickly turned into a moan as she bit my neck lightly  

“I’ll that was as a yes” I said and quickly flipped us over so she was on her back. I thrust in and out faster and faster until she was screaming my name and I was moaning hers. This lasted a short while before I felt myself tense up and I knew I was getting close to finishing myself. I quickly slowed myself as I felt her walls tighten again.  

“Don’t stop” she yelled quickly  

“I have to slow down or I'm going to c*m” I said quickly  

“Well, that was quick” she said with a chuckle 

“I can’t help it. I even jacked off before you got here. You’re just so f*****g tight” I moaned quickly  

“That’s a good thing?” She asked confused  

“That’s a great thing” I smirked at her 

“Let me try something else.” I said quickly pulling out of her and positioning my face at her core. 

I started licking her quickly and thrusting my fingers in and out of her. I felt her walls tense as she moaned louder and louder until she released her juices all over my hand.  

“Better?” I asked  

“Your turn” she said guiding me back into her.  

I started thrusting faster switching positions to find one that was better for the both of us. I put her legs on my shoulders and felt her buck under me as I thrusted. Making her eyes roll in the back of her head as she tried to make noise but nothing came out, I knew I was hitting the right spot. I started thrusting faster and harder bottoming out every time I pushed in deeper as she moaned my name louder and louder, I felt her walls tense as I was feeling my own climax coming, a few more thrust and I would be done.  

“f**k Jason! Don’t stop” She yelled louder. As I thrusted one last time making us both climax at the same time. I laid on top of her chest as she played with my hair.  

“f**k that was amazing” I said breathlessly  

“Better than I imagined” Willow chuckled. I looked up at her with hearts in my eyes as she stared at me for a second and quickly realized it had to be late. She reached over and grabbed her phone and quickly realized she had a lot of missed calls.  

“f**k we gotta go!” She yelled standing up getting dressed 

“What's wrong?” I asked quickly putting my clothes back on  

“Let's just hope Jess will cover for me without needing an explanation.” Willow chuckled helping me gather everything back up and running through the forest until we got back to pack grounds.  

“Luka hey” Willow said running directly into him  

“Wow you can tell it's me without ever actually seeing my face can’t you” Luka smiled at her  

“Yeah, so funny story. Have you seen either of our parents since we got back?” Willow asked quickly  

“No... why?” Luka asked furrowing his brows confused  

“Great! I need you to cover for me and say I was with you this whole time!” Willow pleaded  

“Oh... oh no, I am not getting in the middle of whatever this is” Luka said looking between Willow and I  

“Please Luka, I’ll owe you one I promise” Willow pleaded with puppy dog eyes and I saw the frustration melt off his face when he looked at her.  

“Fine, But Jay, you owe me. Big time” Luka said putting on a strong front 

“Okay fine.” I said quickly taking Willow in my arms  

“I had fun, try again next time beautiful?” I asked quickly pulling her into a hug  

“Of course, babe” she said smiling 

“Till next time” I said quickly placing a kiss on her lips  

“Till next time” she said letting go of me and walking over to Luka 

---END FLASHBACK----- 

“f**k” I said quickly as I felt myself harden thinking of our first encounter here.  

“Jason, it’s okay. I get like that to when I think about it” Willow said with a smirk  

“Why’d you bring me here Willow?” I asked confused  

“Listen Jay, there’s a lot of stuff going on in both of our lives but 5 years ago, this is where we spent our first night together, It’s the first time I ever felt safe and fully comfortable with you completely” Willow explained  

“So, you brought me here to remind me I would never be able to be with you again?” I asked confused  

“No, I brought you here so we could talk and be alone. You and Luka made this together for us. He respected you enough to help you out even when he also had feelings for me” Willow answered shocking me completely  

“What do you mean Luka had feelings for you back then?” I asked confused  

“You didn’t know? How couldn’t you? He would literally pick on me all the time. He would cave whenever I asked him to do something for me. I knew, I just didn’t want Luka back then. Mostly because our parents always pushed us towards each other. Luka and I agreed that day we went to lunch that we wouldn’t be anything more than friends until our parents stopped trying to get us together.” Willow answered confused but reassuring 

“So, you mean to tell me, Luka helped me make this and set it up, He helped me with s*x tips, and told me how badly it would hurt you if I wasn’t careful. But literally couldn’t admit he liked you?” I asked confused  

“He didn’t even want to admit it to me. I kinda forced him to when I kept talking about you and that made him jealous which in turn made him confess to me. I had a crush on Luka to. But I always knew I had to try things with you first” Willow assured me.  

“So how about now?” I asked putting my head down 

“What about now Jay?” She asked concerned.  

“What about us? Our lives are literally falling apart, I can't stop eye f*****g you any chance I get. I never even got to tell you how absolutely in love with you I am. How it drives me crazy seeing you and Luka together because now he will have something I never got the chance to experience with you. How I just want to take you right here and now and make you remember why you should be with me!” I said moving closer rasing my voice to her until we were close enough to kiss.