Forbidden attraction

Cuddle her

Chapter Eleven

Allen p.o.v

I did not let Sarah get up from my lap I held her still and I can’t find words to describe how I feel right now, but knowing she felt the same for years makes me the happiest man on earth, my body is still reacting to the aftermath of the kiss,

I buried my face In the c**k of her neck she smell so heavenly, he’s body is so soft like I have always imagined “ Allen I want to get up” “why princess let me hold you” but she struggles to get up her eye is swollen and her face had black traces of eye liner, she is not on heavy makeup but her face still look a little bit smash, her voice is a little hose from crying too much but serah still look beautiful I’m so lucky to have her

I folded my left leg on the sofa and my right leg on the Capet floor facing Serah “Serah tell me what's wrong” because right now all my arrogant and aloof personality was out the roof, I couldn't even give her my life she wanted, but she ignored me not even looking at my face, I’m the most uncomfortable right now

“Serah say something” I torch her silky black hair arranging it to the back of her hair to give a better view of her side look “You have a fiancé, and anyone can come in and meet us in this position it’s no appropriate and also office romance, I sign a contract with rules and regulations” yes that true, I just throw all that away “ let me correct you I don’t have a fiancé she just a worker her”

She smiled and faced me “You mean she is not yours, I mean you are not engaged like the social media claimed” I replied immediately “Yes one of my biggest mistakes is that I never clear the hair wish I will clarify soon I only have eyes for you princess” I keep robbing her back “ but you never gives me a second look or called me when I was abroad, I remember asking you to convince my dad to let me stay and study here but never replied my message then so I thought you don’t care about me”

yes that is all true because then I thought I was ephebophilia but I couldn’t tell her I was scared of accepting my feelings toward her now imagine how much I have missed

“ I care about you I love you but you also need to study, I don’t want to distract you” Yes that is true if I hadn’t ignored her then I would have been a father by now, and she would have given up on her career by now

“ How will you distract me I wi have to understand you cared about me won’t have felt I’m not woman enough for you” No way will she think that all I want to do is spread her over my office desk and pull her skirt down and f**k her from behind but I want to marry her I don’t want her first time to be like that, she keeps herself for me an ass like me “ no you are everything I wanted in a woman, I have been in love with you, I should be the one saying I am too old for you”

Yes that want I feel “She smiles loving and tries to stand up but I grab her hands “ I want to pick up my back and my phone I want to show you something “No she is not leaving me “From my office you are going to my house” she looks shocked “ but I still have to go home” I mean it let me call Jay. j because I can’t let her leave my sight I just want to cuddle her.