The dark was my friend.
My world was always the same, no matter where I went. I just needed to close my eyes to find the darkness that kept me up at night. The restlessness that brought me to the club and fuelled me with energy that I couldn"t summon during the day, no matter how important the task at hand.
I ran on energy drinks and booze, chasing something that I could never catch. A version of myself that I no longer recognised in the mirror.
Where did the spark in my eyes go or the colour on my face? I used to have so many plans for the future, so many places I wanted to see and things I wanted to do. But somewhere along the way, I lost myself and the motivation that drove my life forward.
Any joy was always tainted by the grey that followed and hungered after the vibrancy of the m
